Thanks again for all the wonderful replies. As it turns out as I was just reading my thread that I haven't been on for a week or so, I got a phone call from my Uroligists nurse. She has set up an appt. for me to sign the necessary paper work to release liability and to go forward with a full castration.

A little background over the last week. I, several months ago injected 2.5ml over a three week period of Everclear into my left teste. It has been bothering me ever since with minor pain and discomfort. I also injected the right at the same first session with about .5ml of everclear.

I saw my GP doc on tue. for a follow up of an infection I had a while ago and discussed my testicular discomfort with him. He ordered a Testosterone panel, and an ultrasound on both testes that afternoon. The ultrasound has shown that my left teste is for sure much smaller than my right and that both of them have cancerous looking tissue inside. So he sent me back to my urologist who I had seen once before for my sub-incision procedure earlier in the year.

He looked at the scans and is worried about the cancerous looking tissue especially in the left, but noticed it in the right as well. He wants me to wait for three weeks and get another Ultrasound to verify that the cancerous tissue is there(and not a false scan) and we would procede with removal of at least the left and wait and see how the right does.

After discussing with my wife last night and knowing my family history(father died of multiple cancers, one of which was testicular, but also lung, brain, liver, and prostate; and my grandfather also had testicular cancer) we have decided together as a couple that we are ok with the one child we have together(4 year old girl) that I would go ahead and ask the doctor to remove both at the same time and then begin a testosterone regimen to keep balance in my life. I know my testosterone levels have always been very high(I was shaving my face at 12 years old and I have a very short temper and fuse). So it will be nice to be able to control my T levels my self and not letting my testes over produce.

So my doctors nurse just called and setup my first appt to schedule everything on next Monday at 3:45 in the afternoon. From there it will be a day or so before the surgery is done at the local hospital.

I can't believe this is really happening and I don't have to do any injections or search for a cutter. I was just straight up with my doctors and now its happening.

I will keep you all posted on what happens next week and from there on out.

Again thanks for all your kind words and hope and we will talk to you soon!

Thanks

Nutless_sac

My hope and suspicion is that what looks like cancer is actually scar tissue from the alcohol injections. Normally, the follow-up test would be a biopsy, I am surprised at this course of action. Either way, I am pretty certain the pathology will show scar tissue, best wishes.

Yeah I am pretty sure its not cancerous but it is getting me to my goal of castration.

nutless_sac (imported) wrote: Tue Jul 24, 2007 10:19 am Yeah I am pretty sure its not cancerous but it is getting me to my goal of castration.

Go for it! and be sure to keep us posted on the operation and your recovery....

Well it has been almost one week after surgery! Whoo hooo!!! Though after another CT scan the doc decided not to remove the right ball and only took out the left Oh well I am one step closer to where I want to be.

I am very bruised down there on the left side of my scrotum. The doc did the procedure where he removes all of the testicle and cords all the way up into the abdomen. Which I found nice as then I don't have to worry about cords re-attaching themselves elsewhere! So I have a small incision at the top of my bikini line and I am pretty much numb all the way down the left side of my genital area except my penis. I did get the results from the pathologist and as you and I all knew that it wasn't going to be cancerous. But he was quite curious about how the massess ended up there in the first place so I told him I used to play soccer(which I did) and I used to race bmx bikes(which I did) so those were my excuses as to why the scar tissue was formed inside the testicle. Though between all of us here on the forums know it was my Everclear injections (Don't do that by the way).

So all in all my womens underwear fits much better, my right teste is swollen from the surgery yet but is not tender or anything as it is mostly dead anyways due to the Everclear(don't do that). So the doc wants to monitor the right and my hormone levels and I see him every month now for six months and if it gets worse we will remove the right due to medical necessity(I think I can make it get worse!(Don't do that))

I am sore at my incision and it is a bear to sit up or stand up after sitting for awhile but it is much better than I had expected. I never did take any of the oxycodons' prescribed to me for the pain. I went into surgery at 9 am and I went home at noon. It was all done under general anesthesia and I was really groggy the rest of last thursday. But I woke up friday feeling only a little pain at the incision site so I went to work. Even rode my motorcycle. The office where I work was really nice and had a potted flower set sitting on my desk for when I came back to work on Friday.

Will keep you all posted on progress and what the doc says in future appt. Also thanks for all your support and kindness on this site. Very much appreciated.

Thanks,

Zach

Deadly trick. Could and not carry.

The inquiry: the tumor on ultrasound gives reflection, after prick Everclear absorption, the histology will show mechanical damage. Has simply carried with the doctor.