Re: are there any women surgeons like Spector and Kimmel?
Posted: Mon Oct 30, 2006 2:21 pm
Hash (imported) wrote: Sun Oct 08, 2006 3:28 pm If you're thinking how wonderful it would be to have a woman castrate you, you're still into fantasy and not reality.
I agree with what Hash said here. For me, my fantasies about being castrated by a woman are just that, sexual fantasies. I know the reality would be very different from my fantasies.
But for me there is also a very strong spiritual aspect to my femdom castration fantasies. When I'm imagining or fantasizing about a woman cutting my nuts out, not only is it a sexual experience, it is also very much a spiritual experience as well.
I have always perceived of God solely as female, as Goddess. And I have always viewed the female sex or the female gender as being sacred. I often use the terms God and Goddess interchangably in the context of there is only one God and God is female, God is Goddess. Perceiving of and viewing God as solely being female is what I've always felt comfortable with, and I am and have always felt very uncomfortable with perceptions and views of God as male. My childhood and upbringing were completely normal, traditional, and average, so I don't know why I have these feelings, I just know this is what I have always felt.
In my castration fantasies, as she performs the castration surgery on me, the castratrix becomes and is God in the context of God is female, God is Goddess. The castratrix is a living embodiment, a living emination of The Goddess Herself so that through the castratrix it is really God Herself performing the castration surgery on me. As if The Goddess and the castratrix are one, the castratrix and The Goddess are one. I worship her totally as Goddess as she cuts my nuts out, worship of her that will continue forever after the operation. Somehow in all this there is also a sense of something timeless, a timelessness about it, and a strong sense of creating and maintaining balance. I know what it feels like to me, but I don't understand the feelings or know how to describe them.
To me women doctors especially women surgeons and women urologists, women veterinarians, any woman who has actually performed a castration or castrations whether it is on a man or male animals, to me that woman is Goddess. Again, I know how it feels, but I don't understand the feelings or know how to describe them.
So for me, femdom castration fantasies are just that, fantasies. But for me there is also a strong spiritual aspect to it that probably isn't there for most men with femdom castration fantasies.