Hmm,

It's a hard one to answer for shure. I have no "root cause" for my desires. Why do I want what I do? I just do .

Sorry I can't be of more help, but my reasons are that simple.

Although I dont exactly goes to the extreme and get nutted like some of you guys I personally do like my balls very much, it probably this that made me fantasize about losing it. I know its strange but sometimes you get a thrill out of taking risks like you value something so much that you are willing to take a risk and might lose everything. I like the idea of having my nut removed by a female doctor or by a woman but I have to say this would only exist in fantasy or role play.

Out of interests, I know there are many surgeons that does castrations but how many are female? Does anyone here had been castrated by a woman surgeon and I dont mean ones that had gone through an op themselves?

Thanks

highlander (imported) wrote: Sun Dec 30, 2001 8:19 pm Does anyone here had been castrated by a woman surgeon and I dont mean ones that had gone through an op themselves?

Thanks

Awww, do you mean that if we had an op ourselves that we are not real women? You hurt my feelings.



And I thought that we were friends here.

Love (well, I guess not today)

Kelly

richard31uk (imported) wrote: Sun Dec 16, 2001 6:08 am I have longed to have my balls removed for many years but when some one askes me why i cannot give a reason at i feel it is something that i have it have done to find my true inner happiness amongst other reasons i dont particularly hate my testies but i dont want them there either. I am hoping that in the spring next year i will reach my ultimate goal of becoming a eunuch

Well that is me allthough i know every one has different reasons as can be seen by previouos replys

I think ist quite the same with me. It's not that I don't like my balls. But I'm looking forward to live without them in futre

Well I am also one of those for whom this is purely a fantasy with no desire to have it really happen.

But as to WHY this is some sort of sexual turn on....ah that remains (and perhaps to some extent should be) a MYSTERY.

I have over the years given this some thought and

Farrell_Squire (imported) wrote: Mon Dec 17, 2001 3:06 pm in no particular order of importance,

here are the things I think apply to me.

Beginning at an unconscious level, eroticising something does provide a way to confront and manage the fear. I suppose that some erotica I read might have been a catalyst years ago but the fantasy was there for decades before I thought that this might be a part of its origins.

On another level it is a case of dynamic tensions of opposites. The most sexual joy and the most awful thing one can imagine in that connection existing simultaneously does provide a powerful set of emotional reactions.

Since I am straight it is natural that all things sexual for me connect to women. But as any straight man will tell you, women remain a mystery to us and my experiences with them (while not rising to the level of abuse etc) DO confirm at some level that they are capable of strange and unpredictable behavior, often sugar coated with allure and seduction. Given an interest in femdom this is certainly a compatible fantasy in that regard.

Something further to the above, and an interesting commentary is that the stories that most often get me off are those where the woman seduces and mind game manipulates the male into agreeing to his castration. One might even say that it is an allegory for real life, where women convince men (me) to do things that I know will not turn out well, but it is easier to go along than to resist and risk an argument and no sex.

In femdom play much is often made of female superiority and castration as her ultimate expression of control over male sexuality, and also at time it is presented as the "ultimate gift" of servitude and devotion. While this makes an interesting background in stories I don't feel that it has any real meaning or value for me in the attraction explanation. In other words, I don't mind playing along with this, or reading about it, but it isn't really a part of the idea for me. However, it IS a good back story for the woman's motivation in seducing an agreement to be castrated.

I suppose there is more, but in keeping with the premise I started with, perhaps the rest is best left in the unconscious, as I am enjoying this sort of play occassionally and don't want to analyze it out of existence.

It was her idea, honestly.

Anyway, never enjoyed or was a real "go-get-her".

I must say that I can identify and empathize with BadBob’s explanation perhaps more than any other so far. I think everyone’s interest in the fetish is a little different and derives from their own unique reasons and experiences. I don’t think my own fascination with castration can be narrowed or isolated to any one cause. I think it is many-faceted. Years ago, when I first started analyzing my own infatuation with the subject, I was actually hoping I could, as BadBob said, "analyze it out of existence." I believed it to be unnatural and unhealthy, and thought if I could determine the root cause I could be "cured." Since then, I have learned it isn’t nearly so simple.

Twenty years ago (I was 35), I too, would have vehemently asserted that my interest in castration was strictly fantasy and that I would never want it to happen in real life (except that, at that time, no one else knew of it). But the fetish is something that creeps up on you over the years. It stalks you like some dark specter from your dreams or your subconscious, growing stronger, asserting its will. If you have the fantasy, then the thing surely lives in you. (Perhaps it lies at core of all men’s souls - at once their greatest dread and their greatest desire.) All it needs is a fertile environment to manifest itself and grow.

Most people who have castration fantasies have some set of circumstances - a scene or scenario - where their fantasy castration takes place. I believe the closer the real-life conditions emulate the conditions of the fantasy, the more likely we are to succumb to the fetish and become a life-styler.

For instance: if I lived in a very rough, macho-man environment, perhaps working on an off-shore oil rig or in a logging camp, I would have no desire to lose my balls. I would probably look on it with the same horror as I did when I was sixteen. However, if I lived in a very cultured peaceful society, generally free of conflict; quasi-matriarchal, where women ran around in public in sexy lingerie, and I had a special woman who desired me as her eunuch, I could easily succumb to her (and my) wishes. If eunuch companions or spouses were commonplace in such a society, it would practically be a given that becoming serious with a woman would, lead to my eunuchhood.

It would be no fun to be a eunuch in prison, or a homeless eunuch. But if I were reasonably affluent and lived in a cultured civilized environment (perhaps earning my livelihood in the arts), then my fetish would certainly manifest itself in reality. Others, no doubt, have entirely different scenarios.

Farrell

I like the subject because I have a fascination with being worked over hard and submitting to this ordeal, and being dominated so that Master decides whether I lose them or not.

i love my wife and i need to be "with her " in mind and body.

she no longer has the desire tohave frequent intercourse , but i cant stop thinking about it . it is consuming my every thought and messing with my progress as a human . i have just stopped progressing , i need to go foward with my life and castration is the only thing that will allow me to be free of this idle and all consuming mindset.

i still want to have sex but i don't want my balls in control any more . i want to control my own life, i guess i have too much testosterone. i can have sex four times a day and sometimes i am not soothed. so this is something i have to do . i have been thinking this for many years now. i want my life . and my wife and this will bring us closer together . she has finally started talking with me about it, a really hard thing to do with your wife .

besides they get in my way all the time.

nolo,

Just read your reply as to why you want castration. I can relate to your situation. My wife and I are 60 & 62 and I am hoping that my castration will make our loving each other more relaxed and much beter