I’m so sorry that it didn’t work out for you - but I’m very glad to hear that you’re okay…

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It is interesting how different people react to no T. Reactions vary wildly. Some get intolerable hot flashes, some impossible mood swings, some fall into depression, some get very fat, some are plagued with weakness, some loose all willpower, some do not become impotents, some are affected only little, some become happy persons.

When I did my shortchem castration trial I had similar sleep problems. Sleep became shallow and short. I wonder how T levels could affect this. And now when I think about that, old people also complain about bad sleep all the time. They have naturally low sex hormone levels. Meanwhile children could sleep deep and well without hormones.

@ Veldmaat

Your psychiatrist is right. Why don't you go to the VUmctransgenderclinic in Amsterdam? Jesus says that they are the best in the world. With what you have done you have proofed to be a serious candidate for a castration.a Male to Eunuch transgender and you can get all the help you need. It can take some time before it is your turn. Read Fixet's thread, he was the first and got his castration in november. You can be the second.