That is the way i feel .I wounder how many marriages could be helped this way

I can add the reason why I want to loose my 'male organs': Since my student-time I feel inbetween 'male'and 'female', and I very much dislike AND my balls and dick and my male sex drive. I have fantasied a lot about getting rid of it all....

I still feel attracted to women, and there is no problem with that. oNly sometimes I want to be that woman myself...

For many persons the proespect of loosing their cock and balls would be something horrendous. For me however I would exactly be how I feel inside: betwwen male and female.

Peter