stewie69 (imported) wrote: Sat Oct 01, 2016 4:08 pm Honestly, I drew a dashed line at the base of my penis when I was around 13 or 14 and wrote "Cut me off" on it as well. I've done it occasionally ever since. Don't ask me why; I don't know. I've had thoughts of cutting off my penis since I was quite young.
Stewie,
I did the same thing when I was similar in age, 12-15, somewhere in there. I wrote "Cut off" several times ad I never figured out why I did it. Course I finally did do it, I have no visible penis, no testicles, 90% scrotum gone. For me personally, I believe that every man fights his feminine side, I believe that every man has a sub-conscious femininity that is suppressed and subdued by excessive testosterone, but this feminine inside us is what makes us want to cut off our penises and or testicles. It's actually inherent in every male. Subconsciously I believe that the feminine inside us makes us think about and or motivates us to remove our genitals so as to get back to the female form, which is what it was before hormones changed us. Personally, I believe that this feminine subconsciousness is stronger in male body modifiers, it's what pushes us to cut, abuse, damage, and change our genitals into stranger looking things. Look at it like this, the female inside of us is like a woman who wants to be a woman and she wants to remove your genitals, so she pushes you to do it.
"Without hormones like testosterone, you would stay on the path to womanhood. And, sorry to say, your body already started developing by the time this decision was made—which means your lady parts were already starting to form". http://www.menshealth.com/health/3-sign ... -as-a-girl
THAT WEIRD SEAM RUNNING DOWN YOUR SCROTUM
What is that thing?!? Technically, it’s called the raphe line, and without it, you’d have a vagina. During embryotic development, everyone has an opening at their genitals. “Without male hormones, the opening remains and contributes to the development of the labia and vagina,” Bribiescas explains. When male hormones enter the picture, though, the tissue is fused together, leaving a scar that runs from your anus, over your scrotum and up the penis.