I have wanted all of it gone since childhood. I look forward to my outside matching my inside. Inside I am Helga, a submissive woman who cooks sews and nurtures. Outside I am a lie thought up by the people around me. The lie conjured up for self preservation in an intolerant world. I look forward to the serenity of a post menopausal woman, sort of the inner serenity that my wife should have if she would learn to relax. She has no ovaries, but has been belittled and put down all her life. If I didn't have a sex drive, I think I could teach her calmness so we could be blissfully together as people instead of man and woman. Right now, she is more of a man than I am. I want to be more of a woman. If the relationship breaks, maybe she will be happy.

I look forward the most to get rid of the sexual urges and just enjoy cuddling and intimicy without 'needing' the intercourse with my wife. Also looking forward to having just no balls. I am allready minus 1 and I also like to just touch the area where it once was. The skin is very sensitive to the touch in a very plesant way. Just wish the other one was gone allready. Oh and it sounds strange, but I am kind of a medical fetishist and like to exeperience the changes of going to be an eunuch...

This is actually turning out to be quite a wonderful thread, the range of points and different perspectives that everyone has is quite interesting to read. The waking up "empty" point sticks out in my head more so than the others for me, and as MrStehenbleiben mentions, the intimacy of being with someone and not "needing" intercourse like most males does sound intriguing.

I want to feel the night when I wake up in the hand between the legs, there is only a small cock. I want to look at the bathroom mirror and see the eunuch.

I want to feel what it's like to pull the pants leg when they do not tighten. I want to walk on the nude on the beach and feel the ocean breeze.

If I want to be a eunuch, why I would not.

It's interesting you say you want to walk on the beach Not61fin, as it's one thing being a eunuch privately, but being open and honest about it in public without any of the usual stigma attached would be something else. I have to admit it does sound like a wonderful thing, being able to stroll along the shore and be just as accepted as the uncut males.

I like being nude and my wife and I have discussed it and she feels it is more my apprehension. So I am looking forward to testing it out and see as I used to go to a clothes optional hot springs with genital piercings and didn't feel uncomfortable and she says this is less noticeable really if I don't make any issue of it. We will see!

I do not know where you live, sparkey, but Yoli, a former member, used to post about going to Hippy Hollow in Texas with her eunuch buddy Barry. Recruited a new member when a couple came up in their boat and the guy got a hardon when the lady pointed out that Barry was castrated. You might not believe posts from Yoli, but I can tell you that when I first got wife to go to a nudist camp, the very first guy we saw getting out of the car was dickless. Yes, the sun came up the next morning.

Please post your experiences!

Arab,

I live in Texas though where I went to was in Colorado. I am actually looking forward to finding out.

It's great to see a level of openness and acceptance of castration, even if it is limited to nudist friendly places. If it's not bothering them, why should it bother you?

Arab I have tried to message you but it says your private messages are full.