Losethem (imported) wrote: Sat Feb 14, 2015 9:37 pm OK, now that I've posted a polite message now I'm going to post something much harsher.

You don't need castration - you need a good therapist. Start searching your local area for mental health resources. There are usually places that can get you pointed in the right direction for free. Based on your last comment in this thread it is very clear to me that castration isn't right for you. You've got a lot of demons to sort out, and at this point I believe castration wouldn't eliminate any of them, frankly I think they would cause more.

You definitely need help, but not the type you're seeking.

Sorry to be so blunt, but if you do anything remotely close to what you're planning then you're a friggin' idiot.

Seek professional help and get your life sorted before you make a huge mistake.

--LT

And I am going to be blunt with you. You are an idiot who is quick to make judgements on others based on a few comments. Yes I have demons in me, but you are nowhere close to understanding their true nature and complexity, and neither would any shithead therapist who only thinks a degree grants him the ability to understand the complexities of the human mind and really cares about how many shekels he can get from me. I know myself much better than you are any therapist. And I know castration could never be a mistake for me.

Not only would castration be good for me, it would be would be good for all humanity. I have many more personal reasons for wanting to become a eunuch, but I am also a firm believer in eugenics. People with mental and behavioral disorders as well inheritable physical disorders should be sterilized, the world is already horribly over populated as it is, it especially doesn't need more people with mental or physical disorders or those who grew up psychologically damaged by bad parenting. They themselves will suffer and they will cause others to suffer, it is a self perpetuating chain of agony that must be brought to a stop. And if I lived in a world where my beliefs were law, I would have been among the first apprehended and sterilized. Even before I became mentally ill, I was a grossly negligent pet owner who let many animals(many of them were fish though) suffer and die under my care. It wasn't out of malice, I didn't hate the animals(though I was glad they were gone, I'll never forget that the first thought through my mind when I heard that my dog died was relief that I didn't have to deal with him anymore) I just was and am still completely incapable of dealing with responsibility. This irresponsibility is an inherent part of my nature and no amount of therapy will get that out either. I am a wretched person and if you had any goodness in you, you would want someone like me to be castrated.

Nestor AEgrotatus (imported) wrote: Sun Feb 15, 2015 12:33 am I just was and am still completely incapable of dealing with responsibility.

And right there's your problem, Sweetheart.

Eunuch or not, sitting around whining about how awful your life is, isn't going to change a thing or help one bit.

Some people, I believe, just enjoy being miserable. Your statement about pets is a classic sign that you do indeed need to see a "shithead" about your issues, because continued moping about and seeking 'whatever it is you're seeking' with posts like this isn't going to help or change a thing.

You also need to realize that you're dealing a flock of people here that are educated - some very highly. Some are a bit more hot-tempered than others, but educated none the less. Every one of them sees right through you, and in playing "The Game of Tragedy and Suffering" here, you're going to lose.

If it's all that damn bad, then shut off the computer, get up, and go out and do something to change it. No one's going to walk in with the solution on a silver platter.

You've been warned about name calling and insults for the last time.

Do it again, and it's an IP ban so broad you'll have to move to another state to continue with it on here.

Paolo wrote: Sun Feb 15, 2015 3:11 am And right there's your problem, Sweetheart.

Eunuch or not, sitting around whining about how awful your life is, isn't going to change a thing or help one bit.

Some people, I believe, just enjoy being miserable. Your statement about pets is a classic sign that you do indeed need to see a "shithead" about your issues, because continued moping about and seeking 'whatever it is you're seeking' with posts like this isn't going to help or change a thing.

You also need to realize that you're dealing a flock of people here that are educated - some very highly. Some are a bit more hot-tempered than others, but educated none the less. Every one of them sees right through you, and in playing "The Game of Tragedy and Suffering" here, you're going to lose.

If it's all that damn bad, then shut off the computer, get up, and go out and do something to change it. No one's going to walk in with the solution on a silver platter.

You've been warned about name calling and insults for the last time.

Do it again, and it's an IP ban so broad you'll have to move to another state to continue with it on here.

I don't give a fuck if I get banned at this point, but I need to put your arrogant power-tripping ass in your place. You are CLINICALLY RETARDED . Get it through your daft fucking head that my family is POOR , the mental health care in this country is SHIT and has already destroyed the mind of my Uncle. You think our family can just shit money at will and give it to some "educated" fuckstick who will either just give me the runaround or try to shove expensive pills down my throat that will only make me even more fucked in the head and a junkie on top of that, huh? And you think I love wallowing in misery, you arrogant cocksucker, that I'm not trying to improve my situation? I HATE my life, my sanity has over nine years been SHATTERED to the point where I plan to mutilate myself in attempt to make my shitty life less shitty and to make sure I can never bring anyone else into this fucked up world. But your head is so far up your ass that you can't understand the extent of how psychologically damaged I am, and you think waving your tiny e-dick around by posting in big red letters and threatening me is the right way to talk to a mentally unstable person. YOU ARE A FUCKING RETARD . It's so pathetic how you try to exercise what little amount of power you have whenever you can, even when the situation really doesn't call for it. And it proves just how "educated" you. You're nothing but an old, arrogant, out of touch, power-tripping jackass and I sure as hell shouldn't be taking any advice from you, I'm still sane enough to know that. So go ahead and make yourself feel like a big "powerful" man and permaban me, it isn't good for what's left of my sanity to be on a website run by such an awful person as yourself.

You are banned permanently at my hand, not Paolo's. You are obviously a man in severe need of help. This is not the place you are going to get it. In my career in psychology, among others, I've seen far too many like you. Inevitably, you will crash and burn. Hopefully, without taking anyone else with you. Then, perhaps, you might be willing to let down some of your defenses and accept the help many are willing to offer. Hopefully someone will be there with a fire extinguisher.

So long for now

Too bad the poor guy's not here. I'd be more than happy to help him with his problems. Nothing a good beating wouldn't cure. Personally, I blame the mother.

That's odd. Today when I consulted my Webster's Dictionary to look up what a Bot-Fly was someone by the name of Nestor AEgrotatus was referred to.