Am i the only one?

[Skudster (imported)]

I was going to jump in and say I was straight also but then I got to thinking. First I am a eunuch, I have had my surgery and was castrated about a year ago. For me it was the right decision. I have not regretted my castration for one second. I am still adjusting my T levels, lower levels seem to be the best for me.

I would like to get my penis removed now. In my minds eye, as I call it, I see myself as having no penis. I have felt this way since I was a very small child. The castration was the first step, now its time to start working on the penectomy. So far I see myself as being a male nullo, just a male body and no penis or testicles. I have not asked any of my doctors about getting a penectomy but I have prepared myself to get some strange looks and odd comments from them.

So far I had always thought of myself as being straight but when I watch porn and these girls are getting it up the ass I think I might like that.Havnt watched much gay porn yet. I have not had the opportunity to act on any of those fantasies as I will call them. I do like enemas and anal stretching but have not had the chance to act on those desires with anyone else yet. So right now I am thinking what am I straight ,gay or bi, I guess the answer is still in the future and may change some. There's something about a long thick dick in my butt that is exciting me, even with a low sex drive.

[daifu-orchid (imported)]

Interesting. It was asked elsewhere, but I never saw much of an answer: Does having nuts gone hasten a desire for penectomy / nullification?

Plastic surgery otherwise is said to become a fascination, is this mod different? I suspect that nullification is mostly fantasy, but I'm sure there are experts here who would tell us how common a real nullo is. If such exist, who are they typically? same folks as eunuchs, but after a while? Gay? Straight Neither? Do they enjoy? Regret? Hide or share with friends / family?

[Uncle Flo (imported)]

I have was castrated a number of years ago and I have no desire for penectomy or nullification. My only desire, at this point, is to be rid of my scrotum. This is unlikely to happen but I am not distressed about it. I have known a few nullos, some in person, some by correspondence, so I believe there are more nullos around than might be ordinarily thought. Nullos seem to be a special subset of genital modifiers and as such probably are as varied as any other group of modification enthusiasts. --FLO--

[feedback (imported)]

Having no sex accept what comes out of a bottle has lead me to want to be nullified. I feel whats between my legs should not be there.

[Losethem (imported)]

I finally finished compiling the Malebodymods.com data and now I need to go through it and see if what I'm finding corresponds to any earlier surveys, so I may need to get in touch with Jesus about that one. There is slightly more that 1000 records in the database.

Again, if I share it with anyone it will be in general terms with no specific user identification information released to third parties. I value my users privacy!

A quick preview... and more may be released on MBM later:

Of users who have extreme mods (self-identified as having at the least a full genital bisection then it goes up to nullification mods from there) crossed with sexual orientation of the user:

61% identified as gay, 8% straight, 11% "complicated", 3% Transgendered, 3% Asexual, and 13% Bisexual.

Out of extremely modified users:

25% were from European countries

70% were from the US or Canada

5% were from Australia/New Zealand

NONE were from any other part of the world.

Of all registered users on MBM:

73% have NO mods whatsoever

5% have extreme mods (complete genital bisection and removals/amputations/nullifying mods)

11% have some sort of surgical modification (things like meatotomy up to partial genital bisection, scarifications, etc.)

11% have some mods (IE piercings or tattoos)

That's it for now. Don't want to give too much away.

--LT

[daifu-orchid (imported)]

Astonishing! I have no current idea as to what proportions of the population are ascribed to the various orientations listed above, but i suspect that "gay" in all definitions is considerably less than 61%. Comparing the population estimates of "gay" with the 61% associated with MBM, might be of statistical significance, even highly perhaps.

Maybe the 8% straight is downright flabberghasting, but the numbers need statistical treatment for forming a properly informed opinion?

As for the sociological significance, well, but we have experts here....

[Losethem (imported)]

This MBM "survey" is far from scientific - just what is self reported by our users in their profiles. It took a lot of time to compile this because I had to enter it from each profile manually.

I think what I draw from the data is that males who perform extreme modifications tend to be gay but there are straight men out there doing this also, just not as many. Perhaps it's more accepted in the gay community, or the straight guys are being more reserved about it. On that I have no answer, but I can definitively say that straight people doing this stuff do exist.

What I do find striking is how many of our users have no mods at all. Now, some of those might be inclined to get them at some point but it gave me a good idea of what the approximate percentages are of people who actually do something and how many are just hanging out looking. We are wanting to gently move the model of the site to a modified men's community of sharing.

We've not set it up yet but are CONSIDERING giving free or very low cost (think pennies and one time only, a kind of verification of age thing - generally only adults have credit cards) access to our message board area that will require a similar process to what is now needed to activate so we avoid spam. If people want to see the photos and videos they would be able to buy our love. Some other changes in the access structure might happen too but we're not ready to announce anything yet.

One of our broader goals is to make MBM a place where you know for certain what you're going to get when you go there - that is, content related to body modification and not a sad version of xTube. A lot of modification content providers don't do that.

For now, the site is under the same model as it has been from inception and we do not have a date for any changes (or a final decision if we will do anything at all). Right now I'm busy cleaning up the current video and photo submissions to make the search engine box at the top of our site work better. I'm about 40% done with that and the search results already show a huge improvement.

Sorry, looks like I threadjacked *blush*. I return you to the discussion of straight men and nullo/eunuch body mods.

--LT

[butterflyjack (imported)]

I find that 61 percent gay figure to be astonishing.I'm straight (confused?transgendered?) not gay...and have a split head and several shaft piercings...so I qualify to be there, I guess.. I have been mulling over joining this group...Soon...Push my button! Hehe..Thanks Losethem..Jackie

[Losethem (imported)]

The gay and straight categories do not include anyone identified as transgender as we have a different orientation selection for that. I think you can choose from the following: Gay, Straight, Transgender, Bisexual, It's complicated, and Asexual.

Since it's not scientific the only thing I think I could say with certainty is that it proves self-identified straight people into extreme body modification do exist.

--LT

[daifu-orchid (imported)]

Let's try a thought here... Chopping off arms, legs.... That's extreme. No dissent? Thought not.

A circ? A castration for medical & T replacement. Probably less worse than the insulin-diabetic. IMHO not extreme.

Ring in the nose, a reroute, ditto.

SRS? Nullo? Elective Castration? Life changers, certainly, but unless done impulsively, probably the result of due consideration by the individual. We also have the right to choose unwisely. Otherwise, is hardly freedom.

At the risk of starting a firestorm here, I say, "Go for it!" Life is precious and to be experienced, even enjoyed in many roles. Some are pressed on us by different age milestones, and some we are able to choose. I do not hold that the more censorious in society have significant rights above the giving of advice to such choices of the individual.