Thank you all for your ideas and input.

I'll explain a bit more about what I want and why:

I'm a lifelong cuckold who's desires go back to the earliest days with my first wife. Unfortunately, for her and for me we never heard of the lifestyle and never lived it the way that I wanted.

My lovely, young wife did want other men's cocks fucking her as much as I did (and she did), but we never could be honest and tell each other what we both wanted so we both could share her lustful experiences.

She did say and do a number of things that indicated what she wanted, but I just couldn't bring myself to tell her about my secret desire for her and other cocks in her.

So, these many years later after I learned about the cuckold lifestyle and understood myself so much better is the reason I want my little, undersized balls out of sight as if they were gone completely as I would love them to be.

If I did get castrated, as I would like, and lost my sex drive what fun would life be with no interest in sex? Sexually, I'd be totally useless even to any Woman who would enjoy me as her cuckold.

I love having my penis even though I no longer have any desire whatsoever for sexual intercourse. The kind of sex that I really want with a man or a woman is only with my eager, hungry mouth. That's how it always was for me.

Sexually speaking---and only sexually speaking---I have not considered myself a "man" in many years. Yes, I'm a male, but not a man.

Men---Real Men fuck women and I do not. I always preferred to masturbate my "thiny" so much more.

So, as a cuckold I should not have any balls that show. Having a

CharlieIn413 (imported) wrote: Wed Oct 06, 2010 7:01 pm totally empty sack hanging down

would be a perfect symbol of my cuckold status.

Also, I would love to be totally impotent with a nice, soft penis.

I talked to a local doctor and she did not have any solution to either of my desires. So, I just continue to push my little nubbins up into my body so they are out of sight and my sack is hanging down nice and empty.

Well i certainly dont want my wife to be with other men,but with regards to why you want rid of your balls and just to have an empty sac then yes i can relate to that.

I am and have been totaly impotent for many years nows,and yes just to have that soft thing hanging there 24/7dose feel realy great,and knowing that i cant fuck any woman feels great.

The desire to be castrated is something that i truly enjoy,i have an appointment to see a dr in december with regards to this,i just hope that i do reach my goal.

I love this thread. That's exactly what I'd love done to my much shrivelled balls. I currently tuck 24/7, though just to be a happy eunuch, with no desire to be feminized.

About all these comments connecting tucking balls into the body and cancer risk, we ought to survey all the pre-op transsexuals who do tucking 24/7 and see if there are any increased incidents of cancer before waving that red flag for everyone.

I too have seen via Google search a case where a transsexual decided to keep her balls inside, and outside, she has a full penile inversion. She is orgasmic and still produced cum.

hkeunuch (imported) wrote: Wed Oct 13, 2010 11:06 pm I love this thread. That's exactly what I'd love done to my much shrivelled balls. I currently tuck 24/7, though just to be a happy eunuch, with no desire to be feminized.

About all these comments connecting tucking balls into the body and cancer risk, we ought to survey all the pre-op transsexuals who do tucking 24/7 and see if there are any increased incidents of cancer before waving that red flag for everyone.

I too have seen via Google search a case where a transsexual decided to keep her balls inside, and outside, she has a full penile inversion. She is orgasmic and still produced cum.

HK,

Do tell us more about your "much shrivelled balls." Are they shrivelled from years of tucking?

I, too, tuck mine up into my abdomen all day. I

CharlieIn413 (imported) wrote: Sat Oct 09, 2010 11:04 pm love the looks and feel of my empty sack.

Timmy also commented on a transsexual who kept one ball. I searched for a couple of hours on Google and did not find any transsexual who kept "her" balls and also had a man-made vigina. If you still have the link to that site, please do post it here.

How very exciting it is that she can still orgasm and produce cum.

I wrote to Dr. Sherman Leis at The Philadelphia Center For Transgender Surgery in PA:

http://www.thetransgendercenter.com

The doctor replied back, but didn't say anything about doing the procedure that I want done.

He asked me why I wanted to do that and he said that there is no negative results from castration. So, I asked him about losing all of my sex drive and about osteoporosis. I'll post any answer that I get back from him.

A follow-up on what the doctor had to say:

The doctor said that he doesn't think that osteoporosis is a significant result of castration nor does castration eliminate one's sex drive.

He went on to say that eunuchs can still have sex as has been documented throughout history.

He added that there may be a decrease in libido as well as some weight gain and loss of muscle mass but there are usually no medical problems that result from castration.

That does sound encouraging, huh?

CharlieIn413 (imported) wrote: Fri Oct 22, 2010 12:17 pm A follow-up on what the doctor had to say:

The doctor said that he doesn't think that osteoporosis is a significant result of castration nor does castration eliminate one's sex drive.

He went on to say that eunuchs can still have sex as has been documented throughout history.

He added that there may be a decrease in libido as well as some weight gain and loss of muscle mass but there are usually no medical problems that result from castration.

That does sound encouraging, huh?

That's new and interesting information (at least for me...).

Anyone who knows more about this...?

CharlieIn413 (imported) wrote: Fri Oct 22, 2010 12:17 pm A follow-up on what the doctor had to say:

The doctor said that he doesn't think that osteoporosis is a significant result of castration nor does castration eliminate one's sex drive.

He went on to say that eunuchs can still have sex as has been documented throughout history.

He added that there may be a decrease in libido as well as some weight gain and loss of muscle mass but there are usually no medical problems that result from castration.

That does sound encouraging, huh?

Your doctor is not well informed. Osteoporosis is and has been demonstrated to be a significant risk due to hormone loss, estrogenic or testosterone. Do not rely on him, he doesn't know.

kristoff wrote: Fri Oct 22, 2010 3:57 pm Your doctor is not well informed. Osteoporosis is and has been demonstrated to be a significant risk due to hormone loss, estrogenic or testosterone. Do not rely on him, he doesn't know.

Kristoff,

This doctor's experience is mostly with M2Fs who have been on hormones for at least one full years. That may be the reason for what he sees in those patients.

Also:

Is this good news OR bad news?

I did a self-exam of my testicles yesterday. It's been a very long time since I really check them.

Both of my testicle are quite small to begin with and the left one is much smaller than the right. Perhaps the size of a large grape or a dried prune at this point

What I found is that the left one seems to feel very soft on the bottom part. I can squeeze it at the bottom until it's nearly flattened out and it feels like there isn't much tissue in that part of the testicle. Squeezing it like that does not hurt unless I squeeze hard, of course.

Does anyone here have an idea of what might be going on?

If that left testicle is atrophying, then maybe it needs to be removed.

Wow... that would be one down and one more to go.

Rather exciting I think---but kind of scary, too.

And, before you ask---no, I have not done anything to cause that to happen.

FYI:

I was doing an Internet search on castration and I found a paper that was published back in 1940. It was information from studies of castrated men by several doctors. It stated that many of these men were still able to have intercourse and orgasms.

What was of particular interest to me was that the biological and psychological factors seem to play a definite role in the adequacy of sexual performance.

So, that seems to indicate that sex really is mostly in the mind, doesn't it?

If you're interesting in reading the whole paper titled:

PSYCHOSOMATIC MEDICINE VOL. II, NO. I , JANUARY, I940

You'll find it here:

http://www.psychosomaticmedicine.org/cg ... act/2/1/74

Look for the PDF file download link on the right side of the page.

i read a article a while back

erection and orgasm are a learned response

erection is caused by 2 chemical reactions having nothing to do with testosterone

one chemical causes the arteries to dilate allowing blood into the penis..and another chemical restricts blood out of the penis

none of this changes when castrated

stroking the penis will get it erect just as before because the penis remembers how that works

what does change is no testosterone causes the brain to change and the man can no longer get visually stimulate a erection after castration

Like my urologist told me ...the viagra my wife got for me wont do any good if i dont want to have sex..because i wont take the viagra

so i take the viagra when my wife gives it to me

sduyck_2000 (imported) wrote: Sat Oct 23, 2010 8:25 am i read a article a while back

erection and orgasm are a learned response

erection is caused by 2 chemical reactions having nothing to do with testosterone

one chemical causes the arteries to dilate allowing blood into the penis..and another chemical restricts blood out of the penis

none of this changes when castrated

stroking the penis will get it erect just as before because the penis remembers how that works

what does change is no testosterone causes the brain to change and the man can no longer get visually stimulate a erection after castration

Like my urologist told me ...the viagra my wife got for me wont do any good if i dont want to have sex..because i wont take the viagra

so i take the viagra when my wife gives it to me

Sduyck,

Interesting. If you come across that, or other articles like that again, please let us know and give us the link to it.

I guess you did lose your sex drive after castration, huh? Seems that varies with different men. From what I've read, some men keep some or all of their drive and others lose it to some degree or another.

Whos idea was it for you to be castrated? Yours or your wifes?

Charlie