Different approaches

[Dave (imported)]

You are not devoting energy or time to masterbation. Instead, you are devoting that time and energy to other pursuits. Part of it is the lower testosterone and part of it is you changing your behavior. Good job.

[erikboy (imported)]

You are not devoting energy or time to masterbation. Instead, you are devoting that time and energy to other pursuits. Part of it is the lower testosterone and part of it is you changing your behavior. Good job.

Well, I am devoting my energy into fighting against masturbation. It consumed me more than just masturbating. Only now after so long abstaining I could say that I have reached something normal. I do not need to fight with myself so much anymore. I have small periods of time that I forget about desire to Masturbate, when I feel that my mind is normal.

I don't know for how long I will continue. Perhaps till I reach 90 days or 100 days. But I do not intend to last forever like that. It constantly requires my willpower that I could use somewhere else.

After that I would like to try chemical C. to see the difference. It would be as a part of experiment.

[erikboy (imported)]

I have stopped abstaining after 99 days. I didn't made 100, but I don't care.

In the morning I had a massive erection and penis was extremely sensitive. Sensitive - it is not precise word. Very different feeling like it is going to explode in orgasm. I was fully awake, eyes open, I didn't hold myself back. I let my mind play with these erotic feelings and thoughts until I got an orgasm. I got it without any physical touch or stimuli. Just my imagination.

I do not plan to continue, as I don't see any use for abstaining.

After orgasm the pain in my testicles went away and my mind felt extremely sane and calm and normal. Like I never felt before.

That was a huge relief.

thats it.