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Re: Comment on the EA for new and old users
Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2009 3:49 pm
by micropenis (imported)
Let me add my thanks and admiration to the moderators of the EA. There are no words that can sum up the service you provide to us all.
Re: Comment on the EA for new and old users
Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2009 6:31 pm
by mrt (imported)
Ha! It sounds more like my Marriage then what I had in mind. I suppose I've got the mental picture of "Zed" from that movie ahh... Pulp Fiction? Or??
I dunno. I'm sure I've told the Bondage story before but in short I had a lady friend who was into that and wanted me to be into that with her. I tried to understand "her" deal and came to the conclusion that she really liked sex but didn't want to seem trashy so by being tied up it was "ok" to have non vanilla sex. I never saw pain as anything but... not fun. So things like spanking etc? I just figured whats it got to do with anything? They say the brain is the largest sex organ. And all I can say is that for some of us its used a lot more!
Me? I'm kinda slow.....
Jean Op den Kamp (imported) wrote: Fri Apr 10, 2009 11:10 am
Hey MRT,
Sure there are a lot of nice and great people on the board, and you are one of them.
As for the master slave biz, I am a very strong mind, if I was normal, I would be a master. And no, I am not going to ask you to be your slave.
But somehow, I needed a master. I need somebody to break through my dammed proud. Becoming a slave means I have to overcome myself.
I don't need a tennisball in my mouth to be quiet and he is not going to kick the shit out of me. Yeah, I found him, I pointed him out, out of millions and the trick is that he respects me as I have to respect him. He's a great friend and I really love him. That is the reason why I can allow him to show me my place. And I really hope that one day he will be so hard on me that he breaks my proud, and I can asure you that that will take a lot effort from his side.
As for the moment, I feel happy and comfortable with the situation as I can take it. I will find out what the future has in mind. Maybe, by this reply I can give you a more comfortable feeling about the master/slave biz
loveU
Jean
Re: Comment on the EA for new and old users
Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2009 6:32 pm
by mrt (imported)
p.s. thanks for saying I'm a nice guy! I DO appreciate it.
Re: Comment on the EA for new and old users
Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2009 8:41 pm
by Jean Op den Kamp (imported)
mrt (imported) wrote: Fri Apr 10, 2009 6:31 pm
I never saw pain as anything but... not fun. So things like spanking etc? I just figured whats it got to do with anything? They say the brain is the largest sex organ. :
I guess they are right the brain is the largest and the greatest sex organ.
I can run an orgasm only in my mind. And pain is an emotion, it is up to the mind how to deal with it. So maybe I am somewhere in the middle. I don't think I can handle a master who is sadistic and only likes to hurt me and torture me. Or better let me by honnest, I could never accept some-one like that as a master. And that's maybe why I am not a real slave. I only made a choice to accept that position. I want to deal with it as I want to trust and respect some-one I love. As so many times we have to consider that every one has his own special position
As for the spanking, I tried it several times and it was never satisfying, but it teached me what I wanted and expected from a spank. Maybe I need it only one time more, and it has to be perfect. Some-one who respects me and loves me should run through all my protections and break my proud. Maybe then I can answer that it is enough
I love U
Jean
Re: Comment on the EA for new and old users
Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2009 8:41 pm
by balletkyle (imported)
mrt (imported) wrote: Fri Apr 10, 2009 10:32 am
I might be more (or less) liberal in what I think is "bent." I dunno I think there is a strong group of people who have very mainstream reasons to be here. Transexual people, People with Medical issues like Testicular Cancer, Orchialgia, etc. And those that have insane sex drives that they want to control so they can avoid harming others.
What to some is normal and mainstream, can be veiwed by some as bent. I have my own issues that brought me here. Its the different people with their own take on the many issues here that keep me here. I feel that I don't need to understand everyones reasons for being here. I also don't expect many here to fully understand my reason for being here and seeking nullification.
Re: Comment on the EA for new and old users
Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2009 8:44 pm
by Jean Op den Kamp (imported)
mrt (imported) wrote: Fri Apr 10, 2009 6:32 pm
p.s. thanks for saying I'm a nice guy! I DO appreciate it.
Why should I want to lie to you, send you a hug and a big kiss...
I love u
Jean
Re: Comment on the EA for new and old users
Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2009 8:52 pm
by Jean Op den Kamp (imported)
balletkyle (imported) wrote: Fri Apr 10, 2009 8:41 pm
What to some is normal and mainstream, can be veiwed by some as bent. I have my own issues that brought me here. Its the different people with their own take on the many issues here that keep me here. I feel that I don't need to understand everyones reasons for being here. I also don't expect many here to fully understand my reason for being here and seeking nullification.
There is a trick:
If you realize that we are basicly all same, see it as a computer. Once you have enough information about mr X, you tell your computer:
[ at startup run: format C/ install windows mrX /run ] and restart computer.
This way I think it wouldn't be a hard job for me to understand your desires and love you for it
loveU
Jean
