Greg,

I don't think you should do this for your partner no matter how much you love him. Change has to come from within us, not from external pressure. If castration is something you feel strongly about personally and have a desire to rid your body of these testosterone producers, I understand that. However, if you are doing it because you think it will make your partner love you more, you should not do it. It has to be something you want.

Elizabeth

dear drew28

thank you for the nice reply.

I have thought of having my full package cut off since I cut that first hair that grew down there.



As for sucking on penis. I love it. I remember the first time. we were talking and it came around to blow job. He said he was hard and pulled it out of his pants to prove it.

he was really big with big balls. He said it is ok to touch it. I put my hand on it and pulled away. after several tries I held it in my hand and jacked it a little.

kiss it he said.

I put my mouth near it 3 tmes but pulled away. then the 4th time he put his hand on the back of my head. He never forced me but I kiss the shaft. I licked it a little then to my surprise I let it into mouth. I thought what do I have in my mouth. another man penis and then started to suck on it. He taught me to lick the shaft, to suck the balls. and to run my tongue around the head.

I was sucking away and he held my head in place and started to cum in my mouth. He came so much I had to eat it. I loved it first off.

After ward we talked for a while then he was hard again so I sucked him off again.

go to google, there are sites that tell how to give great head.

good luck and happy sucking.

I have had another shot and love what has happened to me and my body.

I almost never think of sex.

when he wishes to make love to me I let him. I enjoy it but would not think to ask for it.

when he points to his balls I get on my knees and give him is bj eating every drop. I do enjoy it.

when he wishes to beat me I lay over a spanking bench and he ties me down and beats me long and very hard. There is a lot of pain I love it.

I am thinking of not waiting a year but to be castrated soon.

Gregwhite: Believe it or not: There is more to life than sex. In fact, MOST of life. What you might try is complete avoidance of sex for 90 days. What else interests you? Engage in it.

Ask your sex-partner to join you in this experiment.

Who knows, you might find a whole new way of living.

Everything in moderation.

If your sex-partner doesn't respect you enough to participate in this, then you have to make some decisions.

Why can't we just be totally emotionless? Seems as Eunuchs we have more emotions and find ourselves hurt more not less. Momma always said that expressing emotions was wrong. I think she is right now. I got hurt from expressing emotions so I am withdrawing from ever expressing emotion again. I should have done what my instincts were years ago. I should moved back to never never land where I saw no one for at least 6 months of the year except me and my dog.

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gregwhite (imported) wrote: Thu Jan 29, 2009 9:23 pm He says if I let him have me castrated I will be almost if not 100 % passive.

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Not likely, in my opinion. You are who are you and a lack of androgens aren't going to change that.

OneBallBoi (imported) wrote: Fri Apr 17, 2009 3:07 pm Why can't we just be totally emotionless? Seems as Eunuchs we have more emotions and find ourselves hurt more not less. Momma always said that expressing emotions was wrong. I think she is right now. I got hurt from expressing emotions so I am withdrawing from ever expressing emotion again. I should have done what my instincts were years ago. I should moved back to never never land where I saw no one for at least 6 months of the year except me and my dog.

I hate my times without emotions. During times of stress or overwhelming emotions I shut down. During those times I feel like I have lost myself. Emotionally I do not care for anyone but intellectually I know I should still be kind and concerned. I feel hollow and that I am just going through the motions of life. I am so grateful this has not happened to me in over a year. I am away from the one person who could trigger that response. I am healthier emotionally with every year. I enjoy my capacity to love and care for others. Oh and I love to cry at a movie or share a tear with a friend.

drew28

have you gotten to suck that penis. To have his cum into your mouth then eat it?

My lover today put me over his knees and with a paddle spanked very hard and very long. Oh i love the pain, the tears flow so freely. I went off his knees and cried into his naked lap then sucked his penis he stood up and I make love to his penis then ate his full load.

i will soon have my balls removed and I may have the penis taken too. still trying to make up my mind.

OneBallBoi (imported) wrote: Fri Apr 17, 2009 3:07 pm Why can't we just be totally emotionless? Seems as Eunuchs we have more emotions and find ourselves hurt more not less. Momma always said that expressing emotions was wrong. I think she is right now. I got hurt from expressing emotions so I am withdrawing from ever expressing emotion again. I should have done what my instincts were years ago. I should moved back to never never land where I saw no one for at least 6 months of the year except me and my dog.

They can and will hurt you time after time. Even if you go to never never land, you will feel that it is because of them....

And then maybe one day, they have hurt you enough, you start to understand that LOVE is bigger and more powerful than all of them together.

Sure, they can make me a lot of problems, and if possible I pay them back with interest, but one thing is for sure....They 've gambled away their power to hurt me.

loveUall

Jean

tugon (imported) wrote: Sat Apr 18, 2009 2:20 pm I hate my times without emotions. During times of stress or overwhelming emotions I shut down. During those times I feel like I have lost myself. Emotionally I do not care for anyone but intellectually I know I should still be kind and concerned. I feel hollow and that I am just going through the motions of life. I am so grateful this has not happened to me in over a year. I am away from the one person who could trigger that response. I am healthier emotionally with every year. I enjoy my capacity to love and care for others. Oh and I love to cry at a movie or share a tear with a friend.

Tugon,

I hope you will enjoy a nice cry anytime you need it. Maybe next year you don't need a movie anymore to do so....you 'll feel happy

loveUall

Jean