I personally have no regrets I knew this would be hell from day one. the issues you refer to are just that from fetishes. I was not driven by fetish. there is a condition called gender dysphoria many who seek castration have this. Gender dysphoria is where the outside doesn't match the inside. This usually shows up at a young age. this is not a fetish

Philip,

Take a deep breath, relax, and watch ANGER MANAGEMENT with Jack Nicholson and repeat "Goooz-frahhh-bahhh" several times...

sorry Paolo,

I kinda blew my top, too many ill-informed people that think there is an easy way.

25,000

wow I guess there is some interest in my life story

I hope that this has helped someone avoid making a huge mistake

Philip,

The "easy" way is to have a professional do it, take it easy, rest, listen to him, and take any meds prescribed. And of course read the EA beforehand and while recovering. But YOU already know this.

And of course we're interested. We care.

got a job offer today but its for only 2-3 weeks I think I'm going to wait till tuesday before I decide whether or not to take the offer

4th of july weekend and I'm taking it off from worying. I so need a break this constant headache has to end. I have a job hopefully a perminent one. The guy who gave me the weld test called a custom cycle shop that is looking for a tig welder and I hope to get a call from them tuesday (fingers crossed). i guess that's enough of an update for today.

Its good to take time off once in a while... Best of luck on Tuesday. The job will come when its right. Tuesday sounds right to me...

Take care,

Happy 4th of July

hope u et the job best of luck