Just for what it is worth.. My urologist said that he could tell that I had abused my penis some years ago. I don't know how he knew, but he did.

I was embarassed.. I liked that Urologist.

I just had annual check up with my primary Dr. And she did a full physical on me. She noticed immediately my bruised penis. I was well here's the deal Dr. And she listened and then she even looked at my penis for a while. She said she can see and feel the damage I have done to it so far. She slid a catheter down my urether. There was some restriction at base where I band all the time, but she was I don't want to force it and have me feel it. I told her I'm totally numb with no feeling. So I pushed it in past. That's when she told me that I probably will never get any feeling back cause there is nerve and circulation damage now. I leveled with her and told her why and that I want to have everything removed.

I'm sure about the time I have to go I'll be in the hospital and they will perform what they need to let me relieve myself. I know for a fact that I haven't gone in a10hr span. I do want u my intake of fluids when I band for the 6hr time.

Keeps on hand a thicker syringe needle. If necessary, stick it into the urethra, before the band. Even if the jet will be thin, in case of need it is better than nothing for relief and to relieve the pressure.

Take every necessary measure to be safe.

And last but not least, take pictures. It is a unique experience and once you may want to see again what you went through.

Many years ago I did pretty extreme things. Unfortunately then there was no possibility to take pictures. It's the only thing I regret. Not as extreme as you, so they can be repeated. But for now, I failed. No longer stand the pain as well as then. I can not even say it's necessarily pain. Just feel totally different sensations now.

I do have 4 catheter IV needles on hand, if need stick in pull needle out and relief. I'm so numb now, I can do pretty much anything to my penis with no feeling. Thanks for your input

13 years a Eunuch.. I don't need to band my penis or do any of those thing. And I greatly relieved so to be.

I'm really have my sights set of being a complete nullo by next year.

I haven't posted in a few weeks but I have noticed a couple different things last two week. First is I have been getting emotional, I can feel my eyes welling up of course I play it off for being cold out and windy. Second is my chest is toned and taunt but around my nipples is getting loose. .My penis is limp lifeless so numb. My scrotum has been taunt as well keeping my testicles close as well. I haven't been banding in a week or so just been busy at work they sprang on us a mandatory of which involves one toons and half days off between or shifts. Swing shifts from days to nights with a day off not fun. But I'm working so that's a plus.

I wouldn't expect the changes you describe to result from damaging your penis. I'd attribute them more to your work schedule, the resulting irregular sleeping and eating patterns, and the cold weather. Keep us posted.

Sandi

Hello everyone.

I just wanted some advice from you experts. I love banding my penis. I love the idea of ruining my manhood the most. I'm still quite young (28) so I don't want to give it all up just yet. So I mostly do cbt for now, although I know that one day I will end up without a dick, or better, first impotent then dickless. I know about the risks and I try to be as safe as I can. I have yet to use an elastrator but I'm becoming quite familiar with regular elastic bands. Everything is going smoothly, the only painful part is the cutting of the bands which stings a lot. I banded today at the office and I can't believe how quickly it went numb. A the beginning just the skin under the band hurts, but then quickly my cock starts to notice something is wrong eheh. It aches a bit and turns slowly colder. Then all of a sudden the ache turns into a prickly sensation. It grows stronger until it actually feels like little explosions in my cock, so hot. Then this phase ends and a dull deep ache gradually kicks in. Today just after 30 mins. Then i start to become totally numb. To the point that I can only feel a hard pressure just in the core of the shaft if I press it hard. I got to this stage after 40-45 mins. At around 50 the pain was bad (not invariable though) and I cut it loose. What happens then is so hot. It quickly turns red, not too dark, like a sun burn, and swells up nocely. It's hard to tell if it's a weak erection (not that hard) or just puffiness but deep inside the corpora cavernosa. And then no matter how hard I jerk off it won't get any harder and I won't be able to cum. So first of all I'd like to know if what you guys experience is similar to this or what are the differences. Most importantly though I'd like to know how far I can push this before killing my penis completely. My objective would be causing some form of permanent damage, but not total destruction. The turn on for me would be, to put it in other words, some visible erectile disfunction (I mean long term, not just lasting like the temporary numbness) but not total impotence. For now I only banded for fun, at long intervals not more than once a month (usually) and sometimes totally skipping 2-3 months. So my question is what is the safest and best way to achieve my goals? Time, duration, flaccid or erect state, intervals or other stuff. I try to band flaccid. My penis is a little above average size I think (18x14.5 cms). Uncut, erections normal (for now), slightly curved upwards. I have some pics up in the personals section (nickname tenue). Thx and sorry for my English. I'm Italian