I'm thinking this is gotta be close the skin was very pale lightest purple color. Almost like it was see thru. It was like if I didn't use gel with hook I think I could have torn or poked thru the skin. To urinate I can't shake or squeeze near the base at all from being sore. I'm putting some tp. in shorts to exorb any that sort of leaks out. Skin now looks very dry ,cold purplish.

Numbhead,

It sounds like a clot may have formed in your penis, and the portion of it that was cut off of circulation from the bands is no longer getting any circulation even after removing the bands. The fluids from your body would normally hydrate and provide oxygen via your circulatory system. The fact that the skin is very dry, cold, and purple shows that circulation is no longer happening. I would advise you seek medical treatment immediately. If you do have a blood clot obstructing circulation, it could become dislodged and end up elsewhere in your body. If it goes to your heart or brain you could very quickly die. I don't think anyone here wants to hear that happened to you.

Would be good to hear your okay numbhead

I'm OK I have no clots. Just bruised and very numb and still sore at base. And my penis is still swollen and purplish

So swelling went down but not even my penis hooked to the right for better part of two days. Not sore at the base, bruise has spread to my cover all my penis. No feeling dry numb.

One of these days you're going to lose that thing.

This may be a really stupid question to Numbhead so I don't expect an answer maybe just it is a question to provoke consideration. When the inevitable threshold is surpassed and you have to have your penis removed what will you do? Will you miss the opportunity for banding it in the future? I guess what I mean is are you really banding as a means to an end (loss of penis) or is the banding itself the main focus for you? The reason I ask is its a very fine line you are walking and if you inadvertently lose your penis would you really be happy or would you miss the ability to band it? If you truly want to lose it you could have done it quite easily by now but if you want to continue banding in the future you are coming close to making this impossible. Take care and consider your actions and how they will truly affect your future.

To answer what I'm looking for is to have my everything removed, to be a full nullo. Which is from the more and more I find out I was going towards castration first but then found out there is the possibility of losing interest in continuing after. So I have always been doing something towards my penis. Then I stumbled upon elastrator and banding. Then the discovery of injections of Lidocaine, to help extend banding and obviously destroy my penis. When I do cross that line it will be a relief of an old curse and memory.

Numbhead (imported) wrote: Fri Jan 06, 2017 2:07 pm The band when it first cut does sting, you can try a numbing gel/creme to apply a few minutes before you cut band. And you can wrap your penis before you band as well.

I did hear Toothache cream may help with this

Numbhead (imported) wrote: Thu Jan 12, 2017 11:18 am So swelling went down but not even my penis hooked to the right for better part of two days. Not sore at the base, bruise has spread to my cover all my penis. No feeling dry numb.

If it's black you really need to see a Doctor about it.