I did it just a bit worried it doesnt seem to be hurting - should I do it again? Did 1.5cc 30% got most of it all in.. How do I know if it worked?

At first it doesn't seem like there is anything happening just wait a while and it should be real obvious. For myself it took around 4 or so hours for it to start kicking in.

Yep it did start to hurt after a while. Woke up in the night in pain and been a bit sore all day since. I guess now is the nervous wait to see if it has worked or not.

Good luck hailzsteff, and welcome to the club

Like hopper44 said welcome to the club(for starters of those who have used Calcium Chloride and hopefully in time of being a eunuch) ! Best of results and please keep us posted as it is nice to follow those following in our footsteps.

thanks for the welcome comments and advice. Has been mild to moderate pain and discomfort all day, pretty much the same as what other people have described. Also low energy needing a lot of sleep. Kind of a sense of relief and accomplishment. A sense of freedom. I'm really glad I found this forum and found out about this a much better option than some of the alternatives I had been looking at. Thank you to everyone who has gone before and shared their experiences on here.

hi, also a welcome from me. i did it with 96% alcohol instead of CaCl. the little/moderate pain is normal.... i had pain also towards the kidneys.... but ibuprofen400 really helped. after 2 days pain reduced, testicle swollen and sensitive.

Hi thanks for the advice and welcome. I'm half way through day 2. Still dealing with continual pain and yep kidney area pain plus swelling and sensitive. Can't really walk around much. Still very low energy I guess that might be pain fatigue and broken sleep. Feeling generally OK though. Expecting this stage to last another day. It's kind of surreal to think that in a way life will never be the same again. I was surprised at the emotional aspect of the process. A big weight off my mind and kind of a sense of security and safety. The build up. The wait for the things to arrive. Wondering if they would arrive. The worry about what if it goes wrong. Placing a huge amount of faith on trusting that what it says on the label is actually what is in the bottle. Thinking that this could possibly be fatal if not. Thinking about what if I inject in the wrong place. Knowing what will happen if I do. Getting the fine balance of alcohol right - enough for courage but not too much that hands are unsteady. Worrying about getting committed to a psyche ward. A lot of psychological pressure besides the physical discomfort.

Thought Id update that the pain has really set in over the last 24 hours. Have been considering a trip to the hospital but of course its not that simple. What would you say happened?

Are both testicles about the same?