Best of luck to you in Norway.

I went the CaCl2 injection route and balls are now about 1/3 original size. I've stopped taking Androcur because I no longer need it. I've started taking Estradiol but stopped a couple of weeks ago. I wanted to see my T blood levels with no drugs and waiting for the result come back from my yearly physical, but it's obviously a lot lower than before Androcur and the injection. I've never felt better and the rest of my blood tests look really good. I have absolutely no shortage of breath like I experienced on Androcur. So far, the CaCl2 has been a great move.

My total T level came back at 261 ng/dL and I've been experiencing some morning wood and return of libido. I need to get my T back down to castrate levels or lower, regardless of whether it is by taking Androcur and/or Estradiol or another CaCl2 injection or a combination. My wife has noticed that my personality has been drifting back toward the way I was before lowering my T. Both she and I were happier without that nasty hormone. I'd prefer not going back on Androcur so my immediate plan is to resume taking Estradiol and do another injection.

Looking forward to ramping down my Androcur... the breathlessness is getting really annoying and I actually passed out in the shower yesterday (May or may not have been because of Androcur, but I'm sure it was a contributing factor).

Once I'm down to the body weight I want, I'll drop to 75mg for 2 weeks, then 50mg then possibly 25mg 2 weeks later...

I agree that the Androcur causes a lack of ability to achieve erections and orgasms. But like you, I still have a desire for intimacy. So I hang out at guy nude gatherings and offer oral sex or anal sex for others present. No reciprocation desired. So I think I still must have a sex drive of sorts.

Please Mr Zebedee, I'm new to this forum, I'm a Nigerian... the only Nigerian in this forum. I find it difficult to get into the chat room, I don't know how to post anything here. I'm also interested in chemical castration with androcur/depo provera. I'm a Christian finding it difficult to be chaste, I want to lower my libido and want to be a holy Christian. Please answer me and redirect me to the appropriate places to chat and join groups and so on.......I also sent a friend request to you, please accept it let's be chatting. I've gone through all your blog entries and I find similarly to my own condition. Thanks and God bless you