Did progesterone give you a good sleep?

For me yes it did I get the best sleep since starting progesterone then I have in a long time.. I dream all night now never did before and most nothing wakes me up during the night

As time passes I am more sure that I will start another chemcastration for a little longer time period. I already have a supply to start. Will do more experiments. First plan is to start at 1. April. But I am not sure entirely.

What is interesting, is that I have gained like 7kg of weight well after stopping chemcastration. Even that my T levels are higher than before. I can feel it, and lab tests confirm that. Also there is some breast growth and my nipples are constantly painful since a month after stopping. Hopefully Tamoxifen will reverse that. Somehow I produce more estrogen now. Also I am loosing hair from top of my head faster than ever before. All that hairloss that was reversed during castration is now long gone. Also all that bodyhair that was lost during castration has grown back by now. Or even more.

My masturbation rate is like twice in a day. And lately I have experienced severe post coital tristesse's, which I did not have while I was castrated. During castration my orgasms were shallow, but still enjoyable. Once a week or less, these eunuch orgasms made me feel good, not bad like now.

erikboy (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 14, 2020 5:35 am All that hairloss that was reversed during castration is now long gone. Also all that bodyhair that was lost during castration has grown back by now.

I stopped androcur in December, the hair on my legs is not as dense, and I actually have a couple of bald or balding spots where, socks , trousers and underpants rub.

erikboy (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 14, 2020 5:35 am Hopefully Tamoxifen will reverse that.

Do you think taking just tamoxifen will reduce breast tissue growth? I took it alongside androcur but still had some growth.

The other thing I noticed is that my new normal T level changed. Before I ever tried androcur my normal T level was around 180. After starting androcur in 2018, my T was in the teens. I started monitoring it quarterly after i stopped that first time.

Aug 18 29 pg/ml

Nov 18. 164 pg/ml

Mar 19 120 pg/ml

May 19 116 pg/ml

Sep 19 114 pg/ml

Dec 19 62 pg/ml

Mar 20 79 pg/ml

From what I see, my T does not recover above 120 ish, and it took much longer to recover this last time, it's still only at 79. I am going to try androcur again, probably in April, for as long as I can until the shortness of breath makes it unbearable. Will be interesting to see what T levels out to after stopping. If it eventually levels out to 30s or 40 pg/ml I might be happy! That might be low enough to enjoy the effects of castration, but avoid the side effects. What T level do eunuchs on TRT try to keep their levels at?

Cseriess (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 14, 2020 7:08 am The other thing I noticed is that my new normal T level changed. Before I ever tried androcur my normal T level was around 180. After starting androcur in 2018, my T was in the teens. I started monitoring it quarterly after i stopped that first time.

Aug 18 29 pg/ml

Nov 18. 164 pg/ml

Mar 19 120 pg/ml

May 19 116 pg/ml

Sep 19 114 pg/ml

Dec 19 62 pg/ml

Mar 20 79 pg/ml

From what I see, my T does not recover above 120 ish, and it took much longer to recover this last time, it's still only at 79. I am going to try androcur again, probably in April, for as long as I can until the shortness of breath makes it unbearable. Will be interesting to see what T levels out to after stopping. If it eventually levels out to 30s or 40 pg/ml I might be happy! That might be low enough to enjoy the effects of castration, but avoid the side effects. What T level do eunuchs on TRT try to keep their levels at?

It looks like your normal T levels are at the low range. That makes me wonder what T levels I had at my late teens, when T levels are highest, while now I have some 700ng/dL. I was considerably more horny back than. I was masturbate some 4-5 times a day if I wasn't restricted by daily routines and my max was 8 times. I was able to have an orgasm in less then 1 minute and sexual thoughts made my penis hard even when I was walking on the street. 1000+?

I have been considering to start a new chemcastration period for a month now. I have been thinking about surgical castration as well. I have a lot of doubts. Right when I stopped my second trial I felt like, I am done with chemcastration trials. The period when T slowly returned felt nice to me. I felt kind of cheerful even, as I got rid of many bad side effects, like bad sleep and being out of breath very easily. Also that dullness, mental indifference disappeared. It seems that memory got little better as well. But over time I started to think more about getting chemically castrated again. Or even surgically, as chemical castration period is wasting money. And there is no logic just to waste money if I could acheive what I want with less waste. But then again, thinking back to the negative effects, I might want to return to normal T again. Then wasting money on artificial T is waste again. That desire to get castrated comes in waves. At times I feel like I could go and get it surgically done right away, but then after I masturbate I loose all the interest. But now I know, after last trial, that loss of interest in castration is not so much related to sex my drive. It is more related to post coital tristesse. General feeling down after orgasm. As I did not have depression while I was castrated. What I feared most. So my thoughts have been fluctuating about starting a new trial. Right now, despite all the negative effects I know will hit me, all the other effects about being castrated appeal me more. And I have decided to start a new chemcastration period. I will try progesterone to reduce sleeping problem this time.

My third trial will start on 1. April.

Having said that, I feel again that enthusiasm and excitedness about it. I expect to loose acne, body smell, grow back some hair on my head, loose some body hair, greatly reduce my masturbation needs( like from twice a day to twice a month or so), stop looking for porn, spend my time in much better manner. Try to be physically more active than last time.

What is interesting, is that some of my blood parameters were much better during my last castration period. My cholesterole was lower, which now is in unhealthy range, my PSA was much lower, and triglycerides levels as well. In some sense I was healthier as eunuch. I also hope that my breasts that apperaed after stopping castration, will fade again, as T that got converted to estrogen will be much lower. So, now I see more health benefits about being castrated than before.

Now I think if I should start a new thread or continue here? Any ideas?

erikboy (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 28, 2020 7:25 am That desire to get castrated comes in waves. At times I feel like I could go and get it surgically done right away, but then after I masturbate I loose all the interest.

I so relate to this! It's a strange chicken and egg situation. When not castrated I think about it all the time. I read the posts and stories and masturbate a lot. I chat on sites and look at porn wasting so much time! Then I get chemically castrated and my interest wanes. Desire to read about castration and follow threads on here becomes less and less. If it wasn't for the shortness of breath, life would be great! I am actually more productive castrated , not wasting time on here and porn sites. Because I loose all interest in sex, it has an emotional impact on my relationship with my gf. I start to see her as a friend. It's like being prepubescent again. I think I love her even more emotionally, but I even lose interest in " heavy petting " as they used to say. I want to be close and connected, but not in any sexual way, more a parent and child like connection, if that makes any sense. She of course sees it as me not being attracted to her. She is very hot btw! I can't help but feel that if our relationship ends, which I think it will one day, she us half my age, I will chemically castrate, and probably get surgically castrated after a few months, when the state feels totally normal.

I am on test. cypionate injections of 0.5ml 2x week, which gives me very high test levels in the 1100 range. Before I my balls were removed and before was on testo injections, my blood test. range was around 425. Feel much better now with the higher test levels, sure lots more libido, but also more energy and better sleep.

JockItch (imported) wrote: Sat Mar 28, 2020 12:04 pm I am on test. cypionate injections of 0.5ml 2x week, which gives me very high test levels in the 1100 range. Before I my balls were removed and before was on testo injections, my blood test. range was around 425. Feel much better now with the higher test levels, sure lots more libido, but also more energy and better sleep.

If you are taking that much T, you really ought to reconsider. That is just too high for good health. A good level would be closer to 500-600. When you doctor does blood tests, have him check your hemoglobin levels. High T usually means very high hemoglobin, which means significant increase in chances of stroke or heart attack.