WheelyCurious, sorry, you somehow remind me of an astronaut in the cramped spaceship...

I started sitting to pee I don't even know how long ago because I naturally have a tendency to spray in the wrong direction like on my feet or up and down my pants leg. so I generally switched from standing to sitting unless it was at a toilet I would not feel comfortable about. this was before I became aware of the possibility of getting any surgery.

surgical works of art I did on myself several years ago only made the thing produce more of a shower and less of a stream but I always did feel feminine regardless of why I sat.

I am presently working on getting medically safe surgery approved in order to have my self-sculpted part removed. I'd love to have all the male/masculine removed. when it finally happens, it will almost be bitter sweet. I kind of will miss the artwork. the urologist who probably will do that surgery, upon seeing what I had done to myself said, "nice clitoris". that will always be a happy little memory, but the whole penis and whatever else I can get approved has got to go. that will be something to celebrate.

Hubby has Micro Penis, so no practical choice.