Hi all ... Okay I'm all done. The process took about 1.5 hours from start to finish. I tried to replicate r1honour's experiment closely as he seemed to have effective results with the least discomfort, complications.

I'll report my experiences over the next several months and if it goes well hopefully this will help someone else replicate. Though I do not endorse this process, you shouldn't do it, and it's completely at your own risk. It's taken me a lot of soul searching the last days and weeks to finally decide to do this, and I'm doing so with a sober mind.

1. No caffeine 8 hours before

2. Completely sober and clear headed, was I felt was important for me

3. Took a shower and scrubbed hands, wore sterile gloves

4. Cleaned plastic chemistry flasks with filtered tap water, then sterilised for 30 minutes in a pressure cooker (this pressure cooker goes up to 14 PSI which will get close to 120 deg. C). In hind-

jcat (imported) wrote: Thu Sep 11, 2014 12:16 am sight it would have been better to

boil the flasks so they were not sitting in the water, because there was some sediment (probably calcium, fluoride & other impurities) in the vials, however it was in a very small concentration and I decided the 0.2 micron filtration proc

SamKelley (imported) wrote: Wed Dec 02, 2015 7:49 am ess would remove any larger impurit

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5. Added 10g Calcium Chloride Dihydrate powder to flask

6. Topped up flask to 50 ml mark with 95% rectified spirits (polish pure spirits - drinking alcohol, which I managed to find online in Australia)

7. Confirmed total weight was 47g - close to the right concentration & i

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8. Put 0.2 micron filter onto end of 10ml syringe, and took up 2 ml (2 cc) from flask into the syringe through the filter, which should result in a sterile solution with no bacteria or spores

9. Removed 0.2 micron filter. Took a 1cc 1/2 inch 31g insulin needle, carefully put it into the 10ml syringe so as not to touch sides and blunt the needle, and took up 0.6 cc of the filtered solution. Pushed out excess air and flicked off excess liquid from syringe

10. Sat down and rubbed the right testis with rubbing alcohol and found the epididymis so I could avoid it. Decided to enter through the side. Avoided any visible veins

11. Pushed the syringe the full 1/2" in (my testes are 1" wide). A slight twinge putting it in... felt a bit like squeezing a testis

12. Pulled back plunger to check for blood .. none

13. Waited to regain my composure. In truth I had to inject twice because I panicked, then I dropped the syringe and the needle bent. It returned to straight but I decided to make up a new syringe and try again. I guess this is why this takes practice

14. On this second try I injected 0.6 cc into the right testis very slowly over 1 minute

15. Released the syringe plunger and waited a few seconds before removing needle for pressure to equalise. Also released any pressure on the testis so as not to squeeze the solution out

16. Then removed needle & discarded

17. Repeated steps for the left testis, using new 10ml syringe, new 0.2 micron filter, new gloves, new insulin syringe. This second try was more practised already

18. Only injected 0.55 cc to the left because it's slightly smaller

19. Immediately after put on tight microfibre panties to support the testes, limit movement and hopefully minimise leakage

Out of interest my testes are

left length 5cm 20.4cc

width 2.6cm

depth 3cm

right length 5.3cm 20.8cc

width 2.5cm

depth 3cm

No pain or discomfort so far. It's been almost 1 hour since the right injection. I haven't attempted to massage them. Just sitting here watching TV not moving around too much.

I'll post an update in a few hours.

At the 3 hour mark now. Zero pain or discomfort. I had one moment when I got up an hour ago where I felt a dull ache about 1/10.

Had some light dinner, taking it easy in bed watching TV and drinking plenty of water.

At 6 hours no pain or discomfort to speak of. Still resting about to go to sleep.

I want to say again that what I've tried to do is replicate r1honour's experiment - for the highest return with the least pain. Don't take my posts as thinking there will be no pain. I'm only at the beginning and you can see from my previous posts I've tried to be as scientific and methodical as I can.

nn xox Samantha

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At 15 hours now and I had some discomfort going to sleep and getting comfortable, about 2/10. I ended up taking 400 mg ibuprofen and 2.5 mg diazepam which achieved a good sleep. I've woken up still 2/10 discomfort but going quite well! Testes feel and look slightly larger, perhaps 10-20%, otherwise normal, no bruising or liquid buildup in the scrotum.

Every now and then I have a moment of doubt about what I've done however overall I feel relieved at the idea that I've hopefully chemically castrated myself.

Frida G Cavic (imported) wrote: Wed Sep 23, 2015 5:47 am each one have had a different reaction to cacl2 and each case can be different to another, you would need to read the 75 pages to be learnt about each case and story, At the beggining It might seem hard but don´t try to read all thread in one or two days, but you should read little by little one page a day or half page a day insteas . when you realise you will have finish all this thred!

Hey again freddyde thanks again for your words of advice.

I agree with everything you say here, especially taking time to read the thread and make up your mind.

I would argue the reason different people have had different results is because we have not been consistent in our methods. If we can each have steps to repeat then we can build our knowledge and start experimenting with how small changes affect the results. Without a clear process it's very difficult to learn, and requires reading the whole thread to try and make sense of it.

Thanks for the callout.

The process works. If you're non-aggressive as I was, it'll definitely take longer to achieve results than some have reported here.

My nuts are tiny, hard and completely without sensation. Sometimes it's hard to find them. Exactly what I wanted in the first place.

R.Honour

A quick update ... it's been 32 hours now. From my last post at 15 hours the discomfort stayed around 2/10, not directly in the testes, but a referred dry ache in the inguinal canals, lower abdomen, and a little up into the sides and back. Staying in one place too long it seemed to get worse. It was only fairly mild but chronic (as in just continual), which started to grind me down. It seemed to be from both testes equally, which seems a good sign that both got the same treatment and reacted similarly, which gives me confidence the procedure I followed was possibly close to the medical standard in the published articles.

I didn't find combinations of paracetamol/codeine or ibuprofen to help a lot. I continued to wear compression panties. Heat packs on the back seemed to help. Then at the 30 hour mark (2 hours ago), the discomfort seems to have almost completely gone. Testes look and feel normal, albeit sensitive to the touch.

A quick update ...I am following your progress and I really like your attitude in preparing to all this.

I just injected 0.3cc into the right testicle, I couldn't go further because it was so painful during the process that it felt like I was injecting directly into the cord but when I withdraw the needle there was no bleeding. Strangely each time I stopped pushing the plunger in the pain would wear off almost immediately, that never happened before, it might be the 100mg Adol I consumed prior to the injection.

Anyway this is starting to become boring and unpleasant, it's not exciting, anymore. I feel completely lost and helpless.

Rusty,

I understand the feelings of being completely lost and helpless. Just know that our lives are worth something and there are people who understand and get what we are going through. Stay strong and I wish you all the best as you struggle through this.

Hopper

rusty crown (imported) wrote: Mon Dec 07, 2015 3:15 pm Anyway this is starting to become boring and unpleasant, it's not exciting, anymore. I feel completely lost and helpless.

I think that is a sign that it is working. It is a sign of low testosterone that you would be less excited about fetish-oriented things and also that you'd get depressed. That is classic sign of low testosterone. I'm not sure why you think you have to keep doing more anyway -- CaCl can mostly work with single injection, and two times should be certain. It isn't meant to be like some obsessed people here who keep injecting and injecting. With CaCl you inject once and then about three months later the full effects are known.

I think it is good to remind people how CaCl works. It is different than alcohol. Alcohol does damage immediately. CaCl doesn't do much damage, but it prevents cells from regenerating. Since the cells in your body are always regenerating, if a body part is prevented from regenerating it will atrophy over time. So I'm not sure what you expected with CaCl, but the proper way to do it is to inject once, possibly twice, then wait 3 months.

You should get your T-levels tested. Sounds like you're already experiencing castration symptoms.