MissJaneDoe (imported) wrote: Fri Nov 27, 2015 5:58 pm I talked to my grandmother who was a nurse, and she was very adamant about me going to the ER. I will be heading there tomorrow morning upon her persuading my mother that it was the only option. I will report my situation when I can reach my PC, depending on how it's treated that might be a few days. Fingers crossed I kill two birds with one stone.

MissJaneDoe (imported) wrote: Fri Nov 27, 2015 5:58 pm I talked to my grandmother who was a nurse, and she was very adamant about me going to the ER. I will be heading there tomorrow morning upon her persuading my mother that it was the only option. I will report my situation when I can reach my PC, depending on how it's treated that might be a few days. Fingers crossed I kill two birds with one stone.

rusty crown (imported) wrote: Fri Nov 27, 2015 10:11 pm I wish you get well soon, keep us updated.

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My skin is still so amazingly soft especially my thighs, not even that but when I rubbed my heels against each other today they were so soft, my face too. I'm still horny as ****, not sure if it's the testosterone or my brain is still addicted to porn. My both testicles are hard, the right one is lumpy and and when I sleep on my back it leaves the scrotum completely up to inguinal area, the left feels like a yarn of wire.

By the way, since cacl is unreachable for some and can cost a lot of money if ordered abroad, isn't nacl a good replacement?

MissJaneDoe (imported) wrote: Wed Nov 25, 2015 6:01 pm Hello. I am a transgender woman who has injected about 11.5 ml since Oct-7-15. I'm quite aware that this is likely very much overkill especially in such a short time with already reseeding testicles due to HRT. After years of anguish and mental searing along with my doctor continuously being extremely conservative with my dose, I decided that this was the best option. Seeing as my testicles were already quite small from Years of HRT, and the fact I was using painkillers and numbing cream It was difficult for me to tell if I was hitting the testicle properly and I may have overdone it. The 1st sitting on October 7th I did 5 ml as I thought I had injected too far and into the epdidymis the first set.

MissJaneDoe (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 28, 2015 8:12 pm So I just returned from the ER. The doctor said it wasn't MRSA but epididymitis. The right looked normal in appearance on the scan but the left has "complex hyrocele." "epididymitis" "A complex appearing lesion inflammatory, infectious or possibly neoplastic etiologies." spermatocele related to left. They recommenced I see a specialist for further review. I wonder why the right seems so peachy? My testicles are obviously atrophying as I'm finally starting to see breast grow off my 2mg a day estradiol. They gave me anti-biotics, anti-inflammatory, and pain meds will any of this not cooperate or bar the CaCl from doing it's job?

MissJaneDoe (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 28, 2015 8:12 pm So I just returned from the ER. The doctor said it wasn't MRSA but epididymitis. The right looked normal in appearance on the scan but the left has "complex hyrocele." "epididymitis" "A complex appearing lesion inflammatory, infectious or possibly neoplastic etiologies." spermatocele related to left. They recommenced I see a specialist for further review. I wonder why the right seems so peachy? My testicles are obviously atrophying as I'm finally starting to see breast grow off my 2mg a day estradiol. They gave me anti-biotics, anti-inflammatory, and pain meds will any of this not cooperate or bar the CaCl from doing it's job?

rikerscage (imported) wrote: Mon Nov 30, 2015 1:11 pm Well today I got angry at a parent whom didn't have control of their kid. So I told the parent how I felt. This was more like the old me who had little to no patience. I don't know if that's testosterone coming back or just one of those things I have a stronger different view of. Long story short kid was trying to climb me, then my grocery cart and then into the ice box at the grocery store. I told the parent to get control of their kid. The parent then got mad at me saying the kids just four years old. I said get a baby sitter. The parent then points a finger in face saying I'm the one that needs a sitter. Am I wrong to be angry. I have to admit its really the first time in six weeks (since I first injected) that I've felt this angry. I was begining to think the injections had a wonderful side effect of stopping anger. Turns out maybe not. I don't really know. I do know it has eased my gender dysphoria a lot, and my fat redistribution although subtle to others is very noticeable to me.