rusty crown (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 21, 2015 11:37 am What I don't get it is how could anyone take far up to 2.5/3cc! I did a shot a couple of days ago and it was 0.5cc which was the biggest number I reached the last two years and the pain was so unbearable that I couldn't do the left one!

Well, for the 2.5 cc injections, the pain didn't even start until 24 hours later. For the 3 cc injection, I had done so many previously that the testicle was almost numb to the cacl. I did a total of about 8 injections over a 14 month period, and after the first (2.5 cc) injection, the pain of the subsequent injections was considerably less.

hopper44 (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 21, 2015 3:37 pm Well, for the 2.5 cc injections, the pain didn't even start until 24 hours later. For the 3 cc injection, I had done so many previously that the testicle was almost numb to the cacl. I did a total of about 8 injections over a 14 month period, and after the first (2.5 cc) injection, the pain of the subsequent injections was considerably less.

Maybe my tests are just much smaller. I don't know what the standard size for adult human males is that's why I'm not sure.

Quick update while I'm here. It's been 4 weeks since my orchi, and at about the two week point I was in a major funk. I was having a lot of suicidal thoughts and just a lot of thoughts that I had really fucked up my whole life. I felt that I was basically totally on my own in dealing with the mess that I had created for myself. Then a few positive things happened. My scrotal infection finally went away after two and a half weeks of antibiotics and I had a really good discussion with my doctor about the various issues I was still dealing with.

I have to cut this short, I'll try to finish my update tomorrow.

hopper44 (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 21, 2015 5:02 pm Quick update while I'm here. It's been 4 weeks since my orchi, and at about the two week point I was in a major funk. I was having a lot of suicidal thoughts and just a lot of thoughts that I had really fucked up my whole life. I felt that I was basically totally on my own in dealing with the mess that I had created for myself. Then a few positive things happened. My scrotal infection finally went away after two and a half weeks of antibiotics and I had a really good discussion with my doctor about the various issues I was still dealing with.

I have to cut this short, I'll try to finish my update tomorrow.

So, I brought up the idea of taking Clomid with my urologist and she had a lot of positive things to say about Clomid but wasn't sure how effective it would be for me given the state of my right testicle ( I only had the left one removed). She also gave me the option of going on T. I decided to give Clomid a try and after a week of being on it I'm already feeling much better. My hot flashes have moderated, my energy level has increased and I'm in a much better mood. My right testicle, which has been hard and atrophied for almost two years, is already starting to feel a little bit more like it did before the cacl.

My hope is to return to the "Eunuch lite" state that I was at before I injected the 3 cc's into my left testicle (low libido but no hot flashes).

I must be doing it wrong, I have done the injections many times now and all I got is a blue spot on the left testicle (it moves with the testicle when I slide the testicle inside the scrotum).

btw I have noticed that banding helps the pain to subside faster.

I just got it why the salt doesn't dissolve correctly, or doesn't dissolve at all, it's because I put too much salt in the mix. It's like 80% salt and 20% saline solution 0.9/alcohol, I thought with doing that I would make my solution more hypertonic. Now it makes sense, too late but It will definitely help.

rusty crown (imported) wrote: Fri Nov 20, 2015 2:53 pm That explains A LOT, I never thought that was related.

There has been something weird going on lately, I'm horny and my skin is soft everywhere at the same time, but when I touch myself I sleep right away!

Also I've found that 30g syringe is the worst so far, I have used them twice and each time the needles come out all red, I don't know if that's related, though.

Today is day 8 for me. Constipation is gone but still very tender. Backed off on Advil thinking that may have been part of the issue. My right ball - the only one I injected, is still very swollen. My left ball is small and hard but i suspect that was from the alcohol injections previously.

Thanks for everyone's input and great information!

rusty crown (imported) wrote: Mon Nov 23, 2015 7:55 pm I just got it why the salt doesn't dissolve correctly, or doesn't dissolve at all, it's because I put too much salt in the mix. It's like 80% salt and 20% saline solution 0.9/alcohol, I thought with doing that I would make my solution more hypertonic. Now it makes sense, too late but It will definitely help.

I prepared my solution in a measuring cup ,disolving 40g of cacl2 dihydrated analytical grade in 50ml of vodka 40%, then stirred with a spoon until I noticed the salt was completely dissolved and finally I completed with more vodka to the mark of 100ml on the container. In that way I got 40g of salt in 100ml of FINAL VOLUME. My solution flowed easily even in a insulin needle. It´s important do not add the entire 100ml to the salt because the salt in itself will modify the final volume and you final solution would be 110-120ml , 10-20ml more than It should be.

Frida G Cavic (imported) wrote: Tue Nov 24, 2015 7:56 am I prepared my solution in a measuring cup ,disolving 40g of cacl2 dihydrated analytical grade in 50ml of vodka 40%, then stirred with a spoon until I noticed the salt was completely dissolved and finally I completed with more vodka to the mark of 100ml on the container. In that way I got 40g of salt in 100ml of FINAL VOLUME. My solution flowed easily even in a insulin needle. It´s important do not add the entire 100ml to the salt because the salt in itself will modify the final volume and you final solution would be 110-120ml , 10-20ml more than It should be.

The idea of injecting something inside me that was inside of food tools scared me on the sterility level. That's why I make the proportions evaluatively and that's why I even use saline solution and not boiling the water myself cause I don't trust myself that I would be able to sterilize the water efficiently. I'm curious how everyone here cleans their tools.