5 day .- testicles are still tender, big and swollen. There´s a general burning discomfort in all the groin , some painful spermatic chords, fullness sensation in the lower-inguinal area. Some times I feel some pain when I´m walking but is less than in the previous days. As I mentioned before, I can´t be accurate in regards to lack of testosterone signs because I´m taking hormones, however I feel Less masturbating behaviour and clearer ejaculation.

Had to travel for work today. Had a long walk through the airport for a connecting flight. The walk wasn't bad but sitting on the flight was agonizing. By the time ok got to my hotel my right testicle was three times it's normal size. Couldn't wait to take more ibeprophron.

That helped the pain a lot.

rusty crown (imported) wrote: Wed Nov 18, 2015 1:31 pm SplitDik, this thread might give a brief look at my situation:

http://forums.eunuch.org/showthread.php ... post261348

Anyway, there's no wrong personal choice.

That isn't really true. People do end up regretting their decisions all the time, including people here who have regretted getting castrated. A regret is basically a wrong personal choice. There are definitely wrong personal choices.

To avoid regrets, you have to know you tried your best and your decision can't be based on character weakness (lazy, vain, greedy, mean, etc.). Also you need to be of clear mind and have done your research. Ultimately you have to really know what you want and take responsibility for the choices you take to get there.

Anyway, my point was that castration for gender identity issues is a reasonable choice. Castration for vanity, obsessive/fetish, or delusional reasons probably isn't a good choice. After reading your other post, it seems that this is wrapped up in gender identity so it's all good.

6 day, -, The pain and swelling start to subside significantly, however the balls are still big.

I hope that one injection be enough I woudn´t like do it again.

Today hasn't been as painful, day 4, but I'm constipated. Anyone had an issue like this?

tom73612 (imported) wrote: Thu Nov 19, 2015 4:37 pm Today hasn't been as painful, day 4, but I'm constipated. Anyone had an issue like this?

I´m constipated too as I mentioned before, see my first injection post above

7 day It seems like everything is back to normality. The balls are returning to its original size. nothing more to be reported. will I have produced them great damage? Will 1ml of 40% cacl2 have been enough to kill them?, well, maybe the time will say that. It´s seems that The uper third is when damage was focused. I´ll wait two weeks for deciding If re-injecting or not. I will try to get the 25g needles or at least the 29g half inch.

Frida G Cavic (imported) wrote: Fri Nov 20, 2015 1:17 pm I´m constipated too as I mentioned before, see my first injection post above

That explains A LOT, I never thought that was related.

There has been something weird going on lately, I'm horny and my skin is soft everywhere at the same time, but when I touch myself I sleep right away!

Also I've found that 30g syringe is the worst so far, I have used them twice and each time the needles come out all red, I don't know if that's related, though.

its been exactly One month since I injected. Only change is the insomnia I've experienced has stopped for the last 4 days. Arms feel weaker, I have gained weight in the abdomen even though I've changed to eating 1800 calories a day and mostly from vegetables. I've returned to running the last two weeks, I don't feel as strong as before. Oddly this makes me happy. I was and still am hoping for more feminization to occur. I can only get estrogen from a doctor where I live, online gets stopped at customs. So I've started taking 4 teaspoons of puerira mirifica powder per day. I control if I want an erection now or not. When I've decided to have sex or masturbate, my testicles disappear. I wonder if I inject one more time if they would disappear when soft? I will update further if more changes. Also I had a question. I kept reading not to inject the epydimiss, and I don't believe I did when I injected. Can someone explain why not to? It seems to me that this would also kill the testicle. I'm just not sure why not too, I'm not suggesting I want to.

If you inject it in the epidytimis, you will jump in a circle for days.

There are much nerves and it would be hurt incredible!

What I don't get it is how could anyone take far up to 2.5/3cc! I did a shot a couple of days ago and it was 0.5cc which was the biggest number I reached the last two years and the pain was so unbearable that I couldn't do the left one!