Hash (imported) wrote: Wed Aug 01, 2007 3:16 am
Again, I have to say that testosterone influences our desire to be castrated, once you are castrated, your desire will fade considerably. Once I was castrated, I stopped thinking about castration, but even now, if I use testosterone supplement my desire for castration returns even though I'm already castrated. Before you take the plunge and get physically castrated, I strongly suggest that you try the chemical method of castration, just to make sure it's what you really want.
I was like a lot of eunuchs, I could not stop thinking about castration, but once I was castrated, I stopped thinking about everything sexual, which was not a bad thing. However, if you're not ready to be a eunuch, you might regret it and even with "testosterone" replacement, you will never ever be the same. Thoughts?
Your comments are beginning to hit home with me.
All my life I wanted to be castrated, but didn't want to loose my sexuality.
It wasn't until later in life I realized, OMG, if I am castrated I will loose my ability to have sex..EGAD.
Then, even later in life I realized, OMG, what I really need to get rid of is sexual desire, and sexual frustration. Desire, arousal, and orgasm were distracting to my ability to enjoy life.
Finally, after many years, I achieved a non-eunuch non-sexual andropause condition. Not toally at zero T, but low enough that I became a sexual eunuch, if not a physical eunuch.
After a year of being on and off T, it is quite apparent for me that lack of sexual desire and activity is far far better than with it. So I am on a very minimal amount of T now for health reasons, but not enough to stimulate sexual desire or activity.
I still desire to be castrated. Perhaps that is because a small amount of T is still circulating through my veins; although I have found that my enormous desire to be castrated has subsided quite a bit. I wonder then if people who are chemically castrated have a reduced desire for physically castration.
In any event, I thought that loosing my ability to have sexual desire, arousal, and orgasm, would be absolutely horrible. But once it was no longer possible to have such feelings, it was an epiphany. I not only have no regrets, but I feel so very fortunate to finally get rid of something that nature should have gotten rid of very long ago.
When someone, or something, is dominating and controlling your life, and you have little or no control over it, getting rid of that domination and control is an enormous relief. Such is the case for me of getting almost getting rid of testosterone in my body. Eventually I do desire to reduce T to zero.
I think most men, if chemically or physically castrated, would look back at their pre-castration life and realize how much worse off they were as a pre-eunuch. Whether one is sexually active or not, once the baby making days are over, testosterone only dominates and controls life. Other than some physical health benefits, it is more of a negative than a positive.
Personally, these days, I don't think it is a mistake to go ahead with castration (as long as you don't want to make babies). Once castrated, give it a year or two, and you will most likely realize you never want to go back to those days of sexual desire and frustration. If you think you want to revive your sexuality, do as I did; ramp on Testosterone supplements and go from a non-sexual state to a sexual state. If your experience is like mine, you will quickly decide that a non-T condition is far preferable than a T-condition.
Even if being a eunuch doesn't work for you, you can always have false testicles placed in your scrotum, take testosterone supplements, and be pretty much bulked up mentally, emotionally, and physically for the rest of your life........and avoid pain in the nuts and the risks of acquiring testicle cancer. And if you develop prostate cancer, just stop taking the T supplement, which is very effective is helping to reduce the growth of prostate cancer.
So many benefits to being rid of natural testicles.
I'm not there yet, but I long to be.