I have tried Prozac, Paxil and Zoloft precastration. Prozac inhibited my ability to orgasm. I could but only after about three hours. My overall experiences with all three is that they limited my emotional range. I was never depressed but could never be too happy. I felt like I was wrapped in a blanket that would keep me safe from emotions. I could no longer cry or feel appropriately sad when upsetting things happened. Of course I know different people will have different results. From all indications I was probably never on the right medication for me.

Postcastration I used Paxil briefly due to stress at work causing my PTSD to become symptomatic. Paxil helped but leaving the job was the best medicine. As I live today I would not consider myself depressed. I have days where I am melancholy but I also have more days of happiness and contentment. If your bad days greatly outnumber your good ones then I think you need antidepressants.

Nothing wrong with feeling like a 16 year old. I would avoid acting like one after my recent retail experience working with teenagers. If you can not now imagine being a eunuch then by all means do not become one. Sounds like this break from medicine is a good time to reevaluate what you want. Blaise or Ted I will always look forward to your posts.

tugon (imported) wrote: Sat Aug 04, 2007 11:47 am I have tried Prozac, Paxil and Zoloft precastration. Prozac inhibited my ability to orgasm. I could but only after about three hours. My overall experiences with all three is that they limited my emotional range. I was never depressed but could never be too happy. I felt like I was wrapped in a blanket that would keep me safe from emotions. I could no longer cry or feel appropriately sad when upsetting things happened. Of course I know different people will have different results. From all indications I was probably never on the right medication for me.

Postcastration I used Paxil briefly due to stress at work causing my PTSD to become symptomatic. Paxil helped but leaving the job was the best medicine. As I live today I would not consider myself depressed. I have days where I am melancholy but I also have more days of happiness and contentment. If your bad days greatly outnumber your good ones then I think you need antidepressants.

Nothing wrong with feeling like a 16 year old. I would avoid acting like one after my recent retail experience working with teenagers. If you can not now imagine being a eunuch then by all means do not become one. Sounds like this break from medicine is a good time to reevaluate what you want. Blaise or Ted I will always look forward to your posts.

Thank you. I appreciate your kind comment. I had been essentially without orgasms for almost 19 years. It is good to experience them again for a bit. In other words, I have been eunuch like for a long time! I can also feel how insistently demanding desire can be. I do not have the energy of 16-years-old boys. But I want to make love like one!

Life is an adventure, isn't it. I do realize that I probably will have to use the medications.

What amazes me is that all sorts of sexual fantansies take on an intensity and almost reality that I thought had gone away a long time ago. I don't know who wants to share any of this with an old, fat man, but who knows. :dong::dong::dong::dong::d ong::dong:

I can relate. Just think of this as your second puberty and remember how much trouble you got in the first time and repeat after me

"This time I am an adult male with all my life expereinces. I will not leer at teenage girls or act on my refound desires outside of safe sane consential stuff... Period!"

BTW smiling a lot and skipping to work IS ok...

mrt (imported) wrote: Sun Aug 05, 2007 6:48 am I can relate. Just think of this as your second puberty and remember how much trouble you got in the first time and repeat after me

"This time I am an adult male with all my life expereinces. I will not leer at teenage girls or act on my refound desires outside of safe sane consential stuff... Period!"

BTW smiling a lot and skipping to work IS ok...

Yeah - good advice. That sort of thing is what got me in trouble some 35 years ago....

"d ong:"

lol... happy donging.

Never underestimate the ability of capsicum being applied to the toungue for bringing tears to your eyes and with its protracted use, breaking out into a major sweat and eventually bringing those telltale sensations of a fantastic orgasm, the tingling of the palms of your hands and the souls of your feet. You will be flushing and floating. (Not recommended by your doctor.)

devi (imported) wrote: Sun Aug 05, 2007 4:04 pm Never underestimate the ability of capsicum being applied to the toungue for bringing tears to your eyes and with its protracted use, breaking out into a major sweat and eventually bringing those telltale sensations of a fantastic orgasm, the tingling of the palms of your hands and the souls of your feet. You will be flushing and floating. (Not recommended by your doctor.)

The traditional way will be fine, thank you!

tugon (imported) wrote: Wed Jul 25, 2007 7:26 am Tears and orgasms can both be great releases. I enjoy them both. I have found that tears wash away pain quicker than not crying. Orgasms for me now are very satisfying not just used to try and keep behaviors in check. When someone cries in my presence I am complimented that they trust in me enough to share those feelings. I also enjoy when someone special wants to share an orgasm.

i always get orgasms with tears. When i reach the orgasms, i cannot help crying. I dont know what is the relationships...i feel i am a woman when i get orgasms..

radiohead (imported) wrote: Tue Aug 07, 2007 5:31 am i always get orgasms with tears. When i reach the orgasms, i cannot help crying. I dont know what is the relationships...i feel i am a woman when i get orgasms..

Do some women cry when they orgasm? I don't think or know if I've ever brought a woman to orgasm before... ? heh.. eek.

twaddler (imported) wrote: Tue Aug 07, 2007 11:27 am Do some women cry when they orgasm?

Yoli here!

Another day "off"...working at home.

Do women cry when having an orgasm? Well, I guess I'm the resident "expert" on that subject.

I sometimes, not always, go into a little sobbing episode when I "peak". It pretty much depends on HOW my orgasm was induced and by WHOM (or what...read on...)

Since I see BigGuy and spouse so seldom, and he is the only intact male with whom I make love (she's included at all times, BTW,) the emotional component is so strong that tears often flow when we do so. This is especially true of the first time we make love after a long seperation. I'm deeply in love with both of them, so the "reunions" are very meaningful.

When we make love for the last time before we must part company for another several months, I get a bit weepy.

As for other bouts of lachrymosity, well, sometimes I shed a tear or two when riding the Sybian, but that's not always the case. If I'm watching an "adult" DVD as I ride, especially one of those "home movies" featuring lil' ol' me with BG and spouse, I'm more inclined to get the sniffles.

When my "roomie", Ash(leigh) and I worship Sappho, I seldom cry, but SHE occasionally does.

When I engage in sex play, always in a fun and loving way, with Barry, our castrated friend, I sometimes shed a tear simply because I'm so touched by his sweetness and devotion to me and Ash(leigh). (Did I mention he's a cutie?)

I also get a little maudlin and teary-eyed when I just lie with my head on his thigh or tummy and gently fondle his peepee and little empty baggie. Why? Well, I know the true story of why he was castrated and it isn't a happy one. Let's just say his mom will never be "Mother Of The Year".

There are times, to be fair, when my orgasms are cause for laughter and joking...well, sorta. When we are at the ranch, for example, and we're playing in the river or the pool, there might be a little spontaneous "messing around". Seldom does any of this lead to truly deep emotional impact. After all, "stand-up" quickies and "carpet munching" ("Peach-eating" sometimes. See: Shaving the naughty bits.) are not when the violins come in.

So, you've asked; I've answered.

Love to all from San Antonio, The New Capitol Of The Third World.

Yolanda

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