Like others here, I lurked for quite a while, then finally became a member. Really, my castration fetish is something that don't want to share with just anyone.

To answer Salami's post as for why I have no schedueled surgery date, frankly, I think the surgery is WAY OVERPRICED and is needless when you consider the simple and economical use of depo provera is so much easier. A lifetime supply of depo provera costs less than the surgery. Additionally, the chemical castration method is something that can be backed away from, not that I would want to, it is nice to know that I can always just stop taking the shots. Even though there seems to be some lasting effects, most of the effects of chemical castration go away when you stop the shots.

Yeah, I lurked earlier in my teens, because a) I was underage and b) I was scared. I think the day I turned 18 I started chatting, and later that year signed up (oh gosh, 2004! Seems so far away hahaha). I agree that a lot of the posts are monotonous, but for new members, to post their ideas and get real feedback, I think that's a great thing.

What keeps me coming back now is the community, even though I'm not exactly a major contributor, I feel like people respect me. It was very cool to know I wasn't alone, I agree with you stewie69, to know I wasn't alone was major.

It's like a coming out process, first you find the site, then the stories, then the board, then the chat, then you join hahaha It's a beautiful thing!

I think even more interesting are the hundreds of members who sign up, but never log on again.

Hi sorry to say I am One of those who log in now and then but most times look in.

This is my First Post, But its not easy to talk out in the open regarding being or wanting a be a eunuch as its not a subject Guys like talking to other Guys about, but there is lots of us out there !.

we must be waiting for the day we feel we have enough backbone to just log in and type.

"Here goes"!

Biffo

biffosmudge (imported) wrote: Thu Jul 19, 2007 9:14 am Hi sorry to say I am One of those who log in now and then but most times look in.

This is my First Post, But its not easy to talk out in the open regarding being or wanting a be a eunuch as its not a subject Guys like talking to other Guys about, but there is lots of us out there !.

we must be waiting for the day we feel we have enough backbone to just log in and type.

"Here goes"!

Biffo

It's awesome that you posted! It's a big step, but I think you'll find that we're an easy bunch to fall in with

biffosmudge (imported) wrote: Thu Jul 19, 2007 9:14 am Hi sorry to say I am One of those who log in now and then but most times look in.

This is my First Post, But its not easy to talk out in the open regarding being or wanting a be a eunuch as its not a subject Guys like talking to other Guys about, but there is lots of us out there !.

we must be waiting for the day we feel we have enough backbone to just log in and type.

"Here goes"!

Biffo

Well if you can't talk about it HERE, where CAN you talk about it?

andrew2005 (imported) wrote: Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:35 am I think it's sorta amazing that there are so many visitors are viewing this forum!! It's interesting....imagine how cool it would be if 76 MEMBERS were viewing! *hint hint*

Well...that is all. I'm bored, sorry hahaha

I think it is because most of the visitors are afraid to become members. Many of them may be using computers that they do not have complete control of. They could be using a computer at work, at a library, that they share with others in their household.

I really, really like your avatar!

stewie69 (imported) wrote: Wed Jul 18, 2007 10:34 am I confess, I lurked for quite a while before I joined. Once I realized I wasn't so alone in my fantasies, I took the plunge and joined. Maybe others will do the same.

The 'not feeling alone' part has been nice. I visited on and off for a long while, only making an account once I began to seriously research things. I have to say the info and people here have been such a great help to me.

Andrew's avatar is very nice, yes.

And Tanglog's signature is hilarious!

Yeah, I guess I didn't think about the computer issue (security, sharing computers etc). That makes sense. Well, I'm just glad people are here and learning and connecting. Networking and community building is one of the Internet's greatest assets (the other obviously being YouTube videos of cats and their craaaaaazy shinanigans!!)

And thank you curious_guy and Paolo, my avatar is actually me, and I did the face paint myself And that was me being a little proud of myself...hahaha