Page 2 of 3
Re: Will fantasy eventually lead to reality?
Posted: Mon Jan 22, 2007 11:52 am
by I Worship Women (imported)
Like it is with anything else, I think it depends on the person. Each person is an individual and each of us handles our castration fantasies differently. How far into reality each of us takes our castration fantasies depends on the individual. For some, just enjoying imagining it happening is enough, perhaps masturbating while they imagine it. Some go a little further, perhaps acting out a mock castration with a partner.
For most it will always remain only that, a fantasy. But I can understand how for a few, probably a very few, how the fantasy goes on and on until the fantasy of castration leads them to actually get castrated.
It depends on the individual, and each of us is different. For most it will always and only ever be fantasy about castration. But there are a few people whose castration fantasy does lead to reality. It all depends on the individual.
Re: Will fantasy eventually lead to reality?
Posted: Mon Jan 22, 2007 12:40 pm
by stewie69 (imported)
In my case, I certainly hope not. I enjoy penectomy fantasies from time to time, but I don't want to lose my cock. It's the fear that I might lose control for a split second and chop it off that arouses me. I'd love to have a woman threaten to cut it off, too, but deep down, I hope she wouldn't!
Re: Will fantasy eventually lead to reality?
Posted: Mon Jan 22, 2007 3:33 pm
by Kangan (imported)
There is a very real danger that a fantasy will become reality if the fantasy is intense enough and maintained for a long period of time.
For example, this phenomenon is why all the laws about child pornogrphy have been enacted. i.e. If you fantasize about child sex (the logic follows), then you might become a molester. On the other hand, I don't like the idea of the "thought police" monitoring our behavior either....
So if you fantasize about castration long enough, you just might get frustrated and do it. I tried it once, but quit because of the pain involved.
Re: Will fantasy eventually lead to reality?
Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 5:10 pm
by ballsontheline (imported)
I have had the fantasy of getting castrated or getting my cock cut off since I was 13. I didn't act on the fantasy with another guy until I was 30. I went to an Asian master. I brought my elastrator and knife. I told him that the threat of castration really turned me on.
He put the band on me and told me that he was going to make my fantasy a reality. He left the band on and jerked my cock telling me to cum for the last time. I thought he was going to do it for real. He did let me go before my balls died and I got the band off.
I have seen him several times since then. Recently he told me that I needed to come to him and let him take my balls. I went to see him. He had a woman there and I did't like it. He wrestled me to the floor and tied me up. Once I was helpless, he introduced me to his friend Marci. Marci is a vet and she performs castrations on dogs and cats regularly.
She had all her instruments and I was sure she was going to take my balls. They kept me from seeing my dick. She pulled out what looked like balls and I was sure I was nutted. After I had cum, they let me up. Only then did I see that my fantasy had not become reality that time. Some day I know it will because I keep taking risks.
Re: Will fantasy eventually lead to reality?
Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 5:47 pm
by willing2share5 (imported)
Hash (imported) wrote: Sat Jan 20, 2007 5:49 am
I'm wondering how many of us eventually acted out our fantasy or fantasies? I know I did. I abused and cut my scrotum open for years dreaming about castration. I'd go to sleep thinking about get castrated. It took over ten years, but I finally acted out my fantasy and am now a eunuch. Does this mean that all of us are destined to act out our fantasies? Even to a certain degree?
Like Hash, I have cut open my own scrotum and seeing my left testicle moving around is what really piqued my interest in castration (CBT was my primary interest prior to that moment). The most painful part was sewing myself up afterwards since having an open wound was not something I wanted to have around too long. I opened my scrotum only once and then switched to piercing.
As far as leading to reality, that remains to be seen. As erotic as castration is for me, I'm not sure I could deal with a total lack of sexual interest. Sexual frustration may actually be better and a penectomy would do very well in that regard. But way the fantasies are always great!
Re: Will fantasy eventually lead to reality?
Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2007 8:36 am
by genderless (imported)
ballsontheline (imported) wrote: Sun Jan 28, 2007 5:10 pm
I have had the fantasy of getting castrated or getting my cock cut off since I was 13. I didn't act on the fantasy with another guy until I was 30. I went to an Asian master. I brought my elastrator and knife. I told him that the threat of castration really turned me on.
He put the band on me and told me that he was going to make my fantasy a reality. He left the band on and jerked my cock telling me to cum for the last time. I thought he was going to do it for real. He did let me go before my balls died and I got the band off.
I have seen him several times since then. Recently he told me that I needed to come to him and let him take my balls. I went to see him. He had a woman there and I did't like it. He wrestled me to the floor and tied me up. Once I was helpless, he introduced me to his friend Marci. Marci is a vet and she performs castrations on dogs and cats regularly.
She had all her instruments and I was sure she was going to take my balls. They kept me from seeing my dick. She pulled out what looked like balls and I was sure I was nutted. After I had cum, they let me up. Only then did I see that my fantasy had not become reality that time. Some day I know it will because I keep taking risks.
I think I would like it that they told me they would torture me some and not do it. But instead they DID cut my balls off. I think one would try to fight it if they knew it was for real.
Re: Will fantasy eventually lead to reality?
Posted: Wed Jul 11, 2007 2:22 am
by BossTamsin (imported)
[bThe only real regret will be in NOT doing it.[/b]
I personally disagree with this one sentence. AS we've seen on this board time and time again, you can also regret it if you go through with it.
This is something to take slowly and carefully. Yes, it is bad to regret not doing it. It can be much worse to regret doing it.
Re: Will fantasy eventually lead to reality?
Posted: Thu Jul 12, 2007 1:50 pm
by Kathleen (imported)
Unfortunately, I do not believe that there is any sure way to tell whether you would regret doing it or not doing it until it was done, and then not even immediately. It might also vary as HRT looses its effacacy and the sex drive disappears. I think that some new eunuchs might feel cocky about their ability to have sex after the operation, but time tells.
I also feel that if you must involve other people in your desire to get castrated to have them carry you through with it, that something inside yourself is unsure.
Taking into consideration the example of a sales seminar, the really good salesman knows he can sell and enjoys doing it because he has the confidence in himself and his abilities. Salesmen weak in their sales abilities and who need the constant buoying up of sales seminars are really in the wrong field, in my humble opinion.
Re: Will fantasy eventually lead to reality?
Posted: Thu Jul 12, 2007 3:22 pm
by genderless (imported)
I think after seriously thinking about for 2 years, my fantasy is going to be quickly a reality. I know for some people this sounds like a short time, but at the same time it is becoming tortureous not to go through with it.
Re: Will fantasy eventually lead to reality?
Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2007 2:07 am
by invivo (imported)
I think that if you want to get off on fantasy, keep on dreaming about it. But, if you get off on the idea so much that you know deep down inside your gut, that you want to actually do it, you need to start telling people. One of the principles of goal-setting they teach at motivational seminars is, to first visualize it, then start acting on it as if it were already reality. If you tell people about deciding to make your goal a reality - you have to do it.
I don't think it makes any difference if it's your balls or your penis. Or all of them. If you know in your gut you really want it, tell others of your decision, and you're then forced to go through with it.
Thanks, these word came to me at the right time.
And I agree, if you wanna do something, and you know this is right for you, deep down inside you, then do it. If you dont you will regret it, and you will regret not even trying.
I have been going around with fantasies for 30 years, now I am trying to live them.
There is a difference between fantasies, theré are those which you enjoy but never really consider realizing, then there are those that hurt with longing.
The latter ones consider living, exploring.
