Hash (imported) wrote: Sat Jan 20, 2007 5:41 am Dear Penispain,

Like you, I tortured my testicles for several years, then one day I went past the point of no return, which is where you are headed. One day you will wake up and start to torture your penis and you will either injure it beyond the point of your normal routine, or you will destroy it or cut it off. Maybe next week, next month, next year, but you are on a slippery slope of eventually acting upon your fantasy. How do I know? I've been where you are and where a lot of others have been.

Fantasy can last a long time, but it seems that eventually we act out our fantasy. If you keep torturing your penis, one day you will go to far. Think very carefully about this and ask yourself if you could live without your penis. If not, you must stop torturing it. Once it's gone it will not grow back.

I know what you mean and I understand all the facts. My ex was a nurse and I also know a lot about sex and the sex drive. My ex was a sex-a-holic, my current wife isn't. She also has a very hard time achieving orgasm so 99% of the time it is with oral or by hand.

I appreciate you taking the time to inform people of all the ramifications.

Thanks again.

I have been trying to get by my fear. I am married and my wife has sex with other hung guys. I am her cucold and one of her regulars is a 21 year old body builder with a 9 inch dick. He makes me beg to be castrated before he will let me cum. He has also told me that he should have my penis cut off so I will be wild with desire but with no way to get release.

He had me email and write to Dr. Kimmel. I am afraid to loose my penis or my balls but it turns me on so much. I fear that I will regret my loss. My wifes 21 year old stud wants me to get past my fear and loose either my cock or my balls.

I have some fears as well, both me and my wife have been discussing this at some length for about 2 yrs. What I want is to have SRS or sex reassignment surgery but still live as a man as I have no interest to dress orlive as a woman. Having a vagina would be all that I would want to possess. My wife while not being supportive at first has somewhat come around if it would made me happy. I am now in search of a surg. that would perform on me

King of Harts,

You might want to try castration first and then see if that satisfies you. Some transsexuals have stated that after they were castrated, they did not need to go further with additional surgery. Castration satisfied their desire(s).

king of harts (imported) wrote: Fri Feb 02, 2007 6:58 pm I have some fears as well, both me and my wife have been discussing this at some length for about 2 yrs. What I want is to have SRS or sex reassignment surgery but still live as a man as I have no interest to dress orlive as a woman. Having a vagina would be all that I would want to possess. My wife while not being supportive at first has somewhat come around if it would made me happy. I am now in search of a surg. that would perform on me

I have a lot of the same issues that you have. Hash makes a good point. Sometimes castration is enough to satisfy you. At least it's a good place to start, all though you would be well advised to try the chemical route first. What you ultimately desire is almost impossible without living as a woman for 2 years first. You would be hard pressed to find a surgeon that would not require the trial period, even surgeons in Thailand require it. I was castrated and had my scrotum removed and I am much happier. I'm not saying I'm 100% cured, but I think I can live the rest of my life this way and be content.

You can read what I went through if you want at:Is Kimmel the best way to go? in the surgical castration area.

Hope this helps, Steve

I don't think I had a fear of castration per say, but am I doing the right thing?

I used a chemical castration drug for a year and during that time I knew this was right for me. That was 4 1/2 years ago and I have never regretted my decision. My ex and kids know and everybody is cool with it. For me it was the right thing to do. For those of you thinking about it I can only say, take your time.

River

ballsontheline (imported) wrote: Sun Jan 28, 2007 5:27 pm I have been trying to get by my fear. I am married and my wife has sex with other hung guys. I am her cucold and one of her regulars is a 21 year old body builder with a 9 inch dick. He makes me beg to be castrated before he will let me cum. He has also told me that he should have my penis cut off so I will be wild with desire but with no way to get release.

He had me email and write to Dr. Kimmel. I am afraid to loose my penis or my balls but it turns me on so much. I fear that I will regret my loss. My wifes 21 year old stud wants me to get past my fear and loose either my cock or my balls.

If your for real understand that once your "fixed" your interest in sex is going to go to zero. So all this kinky stuff that rings your bell now will turn to a giant "Huh? Oh THAT again..."

mrt (imported) wrote: Tue Feb 06, 2007 8:32 pm If your for real understand that once your "fixed" your interest in sex is going to go to zero. So all this kinky stuff that rings your bell now will turn to a giant "Huh? Oh THAT again..."

My interest in sex has never completely gone away. I think it depends on the indidvidual. Even though I am not on replacement hormones I still have erotic dreams and find myself attracted to some men. I still have the need to masturbate when I am not with someone.

ballsontheline (imported) wrote: Sun Jan 28, 2007 5:27 pm I have been trying to get by my fear. I am married and my wife has sex with other hung guys. I am her cucold and one of her regulars is a 21 year old body builder with a 9 inch dick. He makes me beg to be castrated before he will let me cum. He has also told me that he should have my penis cut off so I will be wild with desire but with no way to get release.

He had me email and write to Dr. Kimmel. I am afraid to loose my penis or my balls but it turns me on so much. I fear that I will regret my loss. My wifes 21 year old stud wants me to get past my fear and loose either my cock or my balls.

Your fears are usually there for a reason. Your profile says that this is what you want, but is it your thoughts or someone else's? You need to think long and hard before being nullified for the reasons you state. Once it's done, it's done for good. It might be easier to dump your wife and find a woman that likes a 4" cock. If you really want your equipment harvested, it seems I read some where here or on BME of a group that is looking for guys willing to donate their unwanted parts. They also have people that can do that for you. There are ways to orgasm even without your equipment I'm told. There is also a way to have a pleasure button, like a clit made for that purpose if the surgeon knows what he is doing. I believe the eunuch Thomas talks about this on his web sight. His surgeon offered that option to him, but he declined. If you want to get sexually frustrated just take testosterone after your nullified.