thanks for your answers.. i habe clear on mind that i am an eunuch but as i say befor i need to try it before. i started 3 months ago with DP and since 2 weeks was not working anymore... i have no idea why. now i decided to start with Androcur. i live in germany and here is possible to have it as a Depot inyection. you should start with 2 of them the first time and then each one till 2 weeks. i will see if it works and how i feel. at the moment (3 dasy after) i still dont feel any change. i have most of the time an erection and i am horny... waiting till its over.

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I am on day 62 of taking Spironolactone (200mg per day) and 4mg of Estrofem per day. I like the Spiro because it compliments my blood pressure meds ( I have mild hypertension). The combo brings my bp down from 140/90 to 115/68 and I feel great. No needles and Spiro was fairly cheap. I got a 6 months supply of both Spirolactone and Estrofem for about $270.

So far, I've noticed mild mood swings. I'm less tolerant of my wife's comments at times than I ever was. I have no erections unless I really work at it and then my penis is only semi erect. If I don't touch myself for about a week then masturbate, I can actually have a small ejaculation of clear fluid. I have no desire to masturbate other than the memory that it used to be fun and feel good so I try it.

The Estrofem has managed to soften my skin somewhat and stop hair loss. I used to see 5 or 6 hairs fall out after showering but now only see 1 or none. The biggest change is my nipples. I'm a little on the heavy side so I have tiny breasts anyway. No one notices yet, even with my shirt off but my nipples are really hard and twice the size they were before I started. They used to be like small mosquito bites and now they are about the size of a pencil eraser. There are hard and tender lumps behind them. No other growth noticed. How long does it take for the actual breasts to get noticeably larger?

I really don't want to grow breasts but having large, sensitive nipples is cool. If I stop taking the Estrofem, does the breast stop growing immediately?

I like this so far.

Sage

Hi,

I can't tell you what to take, but I can tell you what I take. Cyproterone Acetate (Androcur) one tablet, 50 mg per day. Works for me, limp and uninterested. I also take 2mg estrogen per day, under the tongue for a nicely feminized figure, optional of course.

smoothie

Am taking Cyproterone Acetate 150mg twice daily. Last couple of days the head of my penis has become quite sensative to the touch. Anyone else experience this?

Ubandme

Well, I've been taking androcur for eight weeks now and I have to say I have been dissapointed with the results from 150mg per day. The major effect was the lack of erection without serious stimulation. The other effects have been very little ejuculate. This has been tested and I still have acceptable sperm levels which I thought would have been effected considerably to nil. I didnt have a T test so am not sure that my levels would be at, but considering the presence of sperm, I think its fair to say I am still producing sperm..... not sure what the hell to do now.

I started on Androcur January 15, 2004. So I am probably at that stage where it is getting risky. There is always the danger that Androcur can cause liver damage and damage to your kidneys as well. I guess I will never forget the high that I got when I first started. The first few days I was like a kid in a candy shop. But at 150 mg., my testicles have shrunk to about 1/2 the size they once were. I can't get hard at all. By primping and sweezing, maybe it is a half hardness. I know I am going to be on Androcur till at least January 15, 2007, maybe even longer. It is the best way to go to make sure you want to be castrated.

VergerWolf (imported) wrote: Thu Aug 03, 2006 3:00 am I have my fantasies, but before I'm willing to take any permanent steps there are some conditions I've set for myself. One is to spend time (preferably atleast a month) speudo-castrated: to clarify, temprary chemical castration. I've read up that Depo Provera should do the trick and should be reversable for the timespan I'm planning. However, reading threads abouth others on hormones, I hear reports of breast development fairly quickly. I'm looking for some way to see what living without testosterone will feel like without making any permanent changes, does anyone have any wisdom to share?

PS: If DP really is the way to go, and won't give me any negatives for the amount of time I'm planning, does anyone know how I can get ahold of a month's dose, seeing as how it's a controlled substance?

DP is definitely the way to go if you do not want feminization.