Can I say a BIG thankyou to everyone who have spared the time to reply to my original request. I will consider what is being said and any further comments. I am a very complext person, but aren't we all. I havd thought about castration since around purberty, sorry it is over thirty years ago so I can not remember if it was prior to post puberty. In those days I only thought this was not "normal" as I believed no one else had these desires. You are correct that my desire to be castratd has been caught up with a sexual fantasy, but the desire came before the fantasy. Over the last couple of years I've come to the realization that I NEED to be castrated to control my libido. I fully accept that castration will not solve all my problems, but it is my hope that it would help me to better control my libido?

Thanks again for the comments, I am accepting them in spirit that they are given, friendly helpful advice. Any further comments will be considered before I take any final action.

Why don't you try chemical castration, something like Androcur; test drive the life style so to say! You can stop if its not working out for you and not lost anything!!

I am new here and what I am saying will be one hundred percent serious so please don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to be rude.

I'll make it clear that I like my body how it is, not going to change it. Anyhow the eunuch topic interests me as an outsider, and that'll stay that way.

First, can you explain to me what does it mean to "not be able to control your libido" ?

That can be down to MANY MANY things apart from your weener, so carefully look through your current lifestyle. Lessen stress, take it a bit easier. Yes, stress increases sexual frustration. Also being in a hurry all day doesn't help, or eating a lot / not eating at all. When you're out of balance it doesn't only affect your appetite/awareness/tiredom. Sexual desire is a part of all this.

If your life isn't lead properly castration won't solve your problems, it might just deepen your problem.

Also I have no idea how are you leading your life so I can't really say anything specific to help you apart from those mainstream ideas which generally apply to "randy" ;p people.

Removing a very important part of your body should be the final solution if all else fails, because you can not go back. Also reading other peoples descriptions it isn't an "instant solution" versus your sex drive. Think of your pair as well.

Just my 2 cents

I can say that I have lost all interest in sex, all I want to do is cuddle. I do preform some sex but that is to please my partner. I used to enjoy preforming oral sex and never could get enough before, but now it is just a chore to me.

I've also have lost interest in pain, but I'm don't think that's from the castration, I think that's from the chronic pain I deal with any more.

I definitely recommend chemical castration first to try it out. Then go for the real thing.