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katie (imported) wrote: Fri Aug 19, 2005 2:19 am I think my theory partly relates to the beautiful transgirl23ny's story (no shit i think (you) he/she's (are) hot and would like to get it on with (you) her - ive never had such an open mind before my dads friends used to beat transvestites up) in which she tried to cut her penis off at 8. I think because her mutilation started earlier than mine she never really got to puberty, poor girl. How much would that kill your esteem to be called your daddies little faggot boy?

Have a group of abused people ever been able to come together like this...perhaps not

I had a rough life, but it is improving. Slowly but surely. I am 100% "she" (minus my bullshit crotch) ... I dont go by "he", its kinda an insult. I never hit puberty naturally, but I was given shots when I was 16 to start it. I took horomones when I was 20, so maleness didnt really set in. I am greatfull for that now though.

My Dad has cleaned up his act somewhat, he doesnt drink anymore, and isnt abusive to my mom and sister, for which I am greatfull. That doesnt help the fact that he stole my childhood from me. I'm over it I guess... what's done is done.

~hug~

"All we have to look forward to, is the future. If you walk looking backwards, you're bound to trip and land on your ass." -Jessica (i like coming up with little quotes like this, lol)

I'm there for ya hunnie!!!

Hi All! I suppose I could add to this but instead I will say that all transexuals share simular stories. It is a very sad situation that in our lives this has to raise it's head and affect us so greatly. As for myself, it was much later in life and as I grow older, I find this problem existed for all my life. I just pushed it down and never looked at it. Whats the outcome, I'm not sure , but your hurts and longings are shared by many here at E.A. I don't want to get into a poor me situation but it all hurts very deeply.

Great Big Hugs, Leona :hearthrob :hearthrob

hey

no poor me situation intended at all

just reflecting upon possible reasons that have caused this problem

and trying to meet others who are similar

there is no way id whinge for the sake of whinging

trust me, i keep it all in

Also Leona, telling someone or some people what has happened to you isnt a poor me story

Its just what happened

Whats the good of feeling sorry for yourself

If everyone was worried about coming across as 'poor me' then we would all be psychotic maniacs with too much built up inside

Katie,

I do not think anyone has thought of your story as a "poor me", the reason for this is that your story is like so many others that are members here. We think you are great and will hug you when your down, lend a sholder for you to cry or just be here to be here and have fun.

Welcome to the Eunuch Archive, a strange place with the greatest people in the world.

River