More than a fetish
Well, I have a fetish since my puberty. I would like being dismembered by a cruel Lady and afterwards thrown into her dungeon. She shall keep my balls to keep me always horny, and to make me suffer in total frustration for never experience again the redemptive pleasure of an ejaculation.
Ok, for some people this is stupid, but I admire and adore strong Ladies, who likes to break males. I even would not mind being the slave of a lesbian couple. I know, my frustration would be at least enormous, but Im getting old now, and I never lost this fetish. Of course I would have to care for the Ladies needs, like housekeeping, ironing, laundry, cooking, mowing the lawn and turning the garden into a paradise for the Goddesses.
Within this world nearly everything is possible. But what Im missing is a separate state and country for women like Jill. Ladies who like to live together only with eunuchs. For any males to become a citizen of this country there is only one way: Getting emasculated before reaching the citizenship. This could be done in a holy celebration, preparing the severed parts in a jar of glass as a trophy for the Mistress. She possesses the male who sacrificed to her his manhood, and she is the offical owner. The male himself is placed under disability. The emasculation can be achieved by a penectomy, harvesting the nuts, or turned to a total nullo. The Mistress only take the decision which kind of emasculation she prefers. Of course the castration could be performed in two stages, with a long time period between. First harvesting the nuts or a penectomy, to keep him frisky, but always with the option to turn him to a total nullo.
If you believe it or not, I would apply for that citizenship. Its my ardent desire! Im not quiet sure, but I think I already was an eunuch in my former life! I always were interested by the harems eunuchs in the orient. Maybe I would agree to serve a Sultan as his personal guard of his harem. He could show me in total nudeness as an intact male to all his wives, and give me to the doctors care. After getting rid of my 8 oz of meat and after Im recovered the Ladies will see me again in total nudeness and they will burst in a roaring laughter. My well preserved genitals will be kept in a jar of glass in sight of the Sultans wives who will enjoy my fate.
Because I have this desire for nearly 50 years now, I think I would have taken my chance if I ever would have had the single opportunity. This are no youthful dreams, this is an ardent obsession.
Maybe I would regret afterwards, but this will be my personal problem.
Give me your comments should you like.
My best regards to all of you!
Jill13ny (imported) wrote: Sun Jun 19, 2005 8:10 am
Jill13ny@excite.com
OK, 2 for the price of one, I have a strong desire to be involved with Eunuchs. To enjoy being part of a mans change into being a eunuch. I enjoy being with Eunuchs. I am very Glad I have no cock and balls between my legs. If I did have that set there, I would have them cut off as soon as I could. I have felt this way as soon as I learned what a Eunuch is all about. I believe that qualifies as a castration fetish < 1 >
Sal has been a eunuch about 9 years now, and it is if anything Much more Pleased that he is a Eunuch then he ever was. He even became a cutter for a number of years. He believes that if someone learns all they can about becoming a Eunuch and then gets cut into one, that it has made an informed choice, and that is its Right asa a Human Being. < 2 >
Of the thirty or so eunuchs I have met over the past few years, None have ever said they regret being freed from their manhood. < 3 >
Yes the need to be free of your set does go away, cause as a Eunuch you do not have a full set. + as the hormones go away, the drive to be cut lessens the same way that a man that was 300 Lbs., Losses the desire to diet after becoming the right weight for his size. < 4 >
You do not Lose the castration fetish after becoming a eunuch, It is fulfilled. Much like any other Major life Goal, Shaving, getting Laid, Driving a car, once it is Part of your life rather then a wish, You move on to the next stage of that life while you enjoy its benefits. 11 years longer life, Better health in that life, and NO sexually induced stress. < 5 >
5 good reasons to become a Eunuch !
Jill13ny
Why be normal?