littletits (imported) wrote: Thu May 03, 2012 3:05 am I discovered that they cant cope with a well aimed kick from a stallion. He was shod with iron horse shoes if that makes a diffence and he never kicked anybody before and no I did not geld him in revenge because he was too valuable for stud fees. I hated the sight of him for awhile though until I started to enjoy being a Eunuch.

Did you consider gelding him?

It would have been fitting

Marie

YodaNell states in one his blogs that he got his doctor to give him some lidocaine for pain. After the injections he put his testicles in vices and cranked it down until his testicles popped. Here's the story:

So, I went to my GP and asked her for some lignocain. She was willing to sell me 5 bottles of the stuff as she was very understanding about the ‘pain’ I had in my nuts. At home, I injected my nuts and chords with the lignocaine 2% and after a while they were blissfully incapable of any sensation. Now I don’t know what you call that tool in English, but one finds it on a carpenter’s work bench. It’s a vice-like contraption with a long lever in the front. You clamp a piece of wood with it when you want to sand, file or chisel it. Anyway, I had one of those things in my garage, took it and squeezed the hell out of those two nuts. I could actually feel them pop. I kept the vice on for 30 mins. (I actually have some photos of this on BME . Hope it’s still there after 3 years.) Boy!!! When the lignocaine whore of I almost jumped through the roof!! With shaking , sweaty hands, I filled the syringe with more numbing juice and injected my nuts again. The pain subsided. What to do. The lignocaine will eventually where off again… Now, this must be from God, because after the Lignocain wore off, I never felt pain again in those nuts. Maybe I damaged the nerves. Two days later my scrotum was really swollen and I was afraid that there might be clotted blood or something, so I went to the ER (State hospital, not private). The Uro came to look at me eventually. I told him I was viciously kicked in my nuts by security guards who was wearing combat boots. (I’m not sure whether he bought that story). I told him that I was in so much pain that I want these things removed right now, faking my screams. He firstly wanted to do scans before he decided but after the scans he agreed to remove the testes. I was jumping with joy! I had a spinal block so I was awake during the operation. He removed my nuts and after perusing them he asked me….”Boy, you really scrambled your eggs, hey!) Victory!

Some time later, I thought I was in hell. My body was burning. I could actually smell the heat radiating from my body. My GP said that I experienced a hot flush. I thought O boy, I’m not going to enjoy this so here came another crossroad. Testosterone or not. I loved the feeling of a total drop in sex drive. It was AMAZING! I was much calmer. I had more compassion…but those darn flushes. So eventually my GP gave my T-shots and the flushes subsided, but, some sex drive returned. I could actually orgasm as a eunuch. Back to square one. After two years (after castration) of struggling with this lust, the prospect of chopping of my penis became really inviting.

You can read more about his adventures and penectomy here: http://www.eunuch.org/forums/showthread ... highlight=

I'd say if there was ever a case of YMMV, this is it.

Isnt it better to just remove them instead of crushing them?

mariemm2 (imported) wrote: Wed Oct 10, 2012 6:49 am Isnt it better to just remove them instead of crushing them?

I think it is, but a lot of men like to abuse their testicles for whatever reason, for many men, it brings them satisfaction as strange as that might sound. As for what YodaNell did, I agree, he should have just cut them off after numbing them, but he was probably afraid of bleeding profusely.

Yes it is.

It will always be better and safer to understand why you want to destroy or remove your testicles and do it in a hospital setting.

littletits (imported) wrote: Thu May 03, 2012 3:05 am I discovered that they cant cope with a well aimed kick from a stallion. He was shod with iron horse shoes if that makes a diffence and he never kicked anybody before and no I did not geld him in revenge because he was too valuable for stud fees. I hated the sight of him for awhile though until I started to enjoy being a Eunuch.

Did you ever have to watch the stallion mating afterwards, either before or after you started to enjoy being a eunuch? If so, how did you feel about it?

stephend (imported) wrote: Sat Nov 10, 2012 5:11 pm Did you ever have to watch the stallion mating afterwards, either before or after you started to enjoy being a eunuch? If so, how did you feel about it?

Contrary to any belief that horse mating is fun to watch, It isn't.

These are 1000 to 2000 pound beasts and their genitals ain't pretty, neither are they "nice" and "lovey-dovey" when they get "in the mood" ...

I've seen it. Been near it. And wasn't thrilled at all by it.

You can definitely pop your testicles with a vice. You can feel it pop in your scrotum, but boy...be warned. When the lidocain wares off the pain is UNBEARABLE!!! There is nothing you can do to stop the pain, not rubbing, changing temperature, praying, crying... nothing! I had to re-inject more lidocain and go to the ER as I knew the pain will return after sensation returns....and I cannot keep injecting lidocain for the next week. The doc did, however remove it reaching my goal.

Have you ever taken a match and burn the skin under your heel? There is no immediate pain, but BOY, when the pain comes, IT DOES'NT STOP!!! It just gets worse and worse. The pain does not go away, no matter what you try.

Yodanell makes a good point. I've always been an extreme pain slut,.but whenever I've been in severe chronic pain, such as kidney stones, you realize why people should have the right to euthanasia--for me I always know the pain will eventually end through healing, but if their is no end in sight it really isn't living.several times in my life I've had extreme cbt sessions where I thoroughly enjoyed the pain, but then for the following week regretted it as I had to live, work, try to sleep through unbearable, unstoppable pain. Our brains really do often betray us, prioritizing short term thrills over long term well being.

If you're healthy and pain free today, please, please try to overcome your desire for popping your testicles.