Ahhhhhhhhh, the Mood Swings!

Lovely, isn't it?!

Go ahead and cry.

You'll feel better, trust me. When the hormone levels first fell (and stayed low) I found myself very much more emotional than I had been since childhood. I still cry at movies. I would mention some, but I don't wanna spoil it for anyone who hasn't seen them.

heh

Now, take is EASY and concentrate on coping with your new self and know that we're thinking of you.

Yes when I was in the hospital with the infection about 17 days after surgery. I was in the hospital for 4 days and was seen by 38 or 40 medical personal, (doctors, nurses, orderleys, inturns, 3rd yr medical students, the pharmist, and I think the cook came in for a look) Yes we should lisson to our doctors because they are all working for your welfare.

Mood swings, LOL enjoy.

Riverwind (imported) wrote: Thu Jan 16, 2003 7:29 pm Yes when I was in the hospital with the infection about 17 days after surgery. I was in the hospital for 4 days and was seen by 38 or 40 medical personal, (doctors, nurses, orderleys, inturns, 3rd yr medical students, the pharmist, and I think the cook came in for a look)

Whoah. Was seeing a real live eunuch that unusual such that everyone wanted to see you?

You don't have to be crazy to work in a hospital but it certainly helps...

...IT'S THEM! Not you.

If you would have had your leg amputated nobody would have came in to see...

By the way, unless you are at a teaching hospital what you are describing is invasion of privacy and breech of confidentiality.

Complain, damn it! You are not an animal in a zoo or something...

A-1

Scottie i am with Andrew take your time and take it easy.Your not healed yet so slow down and if any body is reading this and is thanking of performing thair own castration thank twice about it this man went to a doctor and thair is still cmplications so be carful and be safe.

Yes, I had thought they were simply part of my depression. However, I now link them to the interval when I now believe my production of testosterone pretty much failed. Thanks.

Houston.... Seems we gotta problem here! Hee Hee Heee. I think this is really a minor inconvieniance! I don't really want more surgery, but if thats what it takes then I will do as Mistress has commanded and the doc says. I want to assure you all that none of your feedback falls on deaf ears. Heck Im new here and have alot to learn. I Imagine this is all part of the bigger picture. Im sort of in process. So let it be and it will settle itself. The Hospital is a teaching hospital so there is no reason for them not to look at me. They are doing more and more of these operations everyday. They even have that special name orciectomy for it and it is covered by my insurance company. Wow!!!! As far as what could have been if Scottie only would have injected 5ml instead of the 150. your guess is as good as mine but I do know I CAN"T GO BACK and do it over. Who would want to anyway. I wonder if there is anyone who has the balls enought to try it with the 5ml. come on someone step up and be the next voulenteer. The mood swings suck but It's all in a learning curve you might say. The letters are a constand encouragement to go on and to have the strength to do it. I wanted this and now I have it. I will move ahead and I will look back, but with no regret. this was and is a lifes choice and so be it. I am a new person. In the days of Romans and greeks and even today. Eunuch slaves are and where prized posessions. They are valuable in my alternative lifestyle and I am an example for some and a terror for others. Oh well! I am going in tommrrow at 9:00est. He will do what needs doing and home I will go. I take all of you with me. I will keep writing. The issue at home is my computer registers as scottie0007 so that is me and you can answer for then I will reply and post on the new recovery. You know (to the wanna bes) If you really want to be a eunuch then do what you need to do. But the message is very clear to me here. SAFETY HEALTHY BETTER CHOICES EDUCATION are all apart of sanity. see part 2

When we let our desires get ahead of our knowledge we get into trouble. The other side of all of this is... we must listen. There is alot of knowledge here and it has saved me more than once. Doctors are not to be feared. AYou just must find the right people who do care and want to help. So good luck to you all and keep on keepen on. Pray for me tommrrow if you pray. I will write when I can and I will let everyone know how Im doing and what happened to me this trip. Scottie

of course it was a teaching Hospital thats why I had so many visitors but they always asked first with smiles of antipicatio on there face.

Being the good guy I am I said sure and through back the sheets and spreed my legs.

River