Antonia,

although many seem to know of the facility in Europe that performs castrations, I myself am still in the dark. Could you please forward details......

Thanks

After several months viewing Eunuch Central this is my first written experience. It's great to know I'm not alone. Thankyou all....

MelekTaus (imported) wrote: Sun Jan 19, 2003 1:50 pm Wow, Kelly!

Thanks for the links! But I´m missing the testes!

Kelly_2 (imported) wrote: Sun Jan 19, 2003 10:14 am http://www.annelawrence.com/meltzer1297.html

Are they inside?

Yes, they are:

"This patient wanted to keep her testicles in order to preserve her sexual responsiveness, and Dr. Meltzer was persuaded to comply with her request. He positioned the testes between the skin and the muscles of the abdominal wall, to permit examination by the patient and her physicians. In this view, "n" indicates the patient's navel, and "(t)"

MelekTaus (imported) wrote: Sun Jan 19, 2003 1:50 pm the testes, with the patient's fingers on either side."

No weenie, no worry - your own words!

That´s wh

at I hope and that´s what I long for!

Hugs,

Steffen:(

I was castrated in the US by Spector and lost my weenie in Thailand by the dearest Dr. Suporn. Losing my weenie was for me the best thing in the world. But I am female now, which is what I always wanted.

Huggles,

Kelly

Kelly_2 (imported) wrote: Sun Jan 19, 2003 6:38 pm I was castrated in the US by Spector and lost my weenie in Thailand by the dearest Dr. Suporn. Losing my weenie was for me the best thing in the world. But I am female now, which is what I always wanted.

Huggles,

Kelly

Huggles dear Kelly,

Nice to see you are still with us.

I got to see your result and even though it was still fresh it looks really cute.

:tongueout

your Antonia xxx

wishingIcouldhaveacloserlook;)

Toni (imported) wrote: Sun Jan 19, 2003 4:01 pm Antonia,

although many seem to know of the facility in Europe that performs castrations, I myself am still in the dark. Could you please forward details......

Thanks

After several months viewing Eunuch Central this is my first written experience. It's great to know I'm not alone. Thankyou all....

Dear Mark,

Sure the address is spreading and I am giving it out to peole asking for it.

Any further information you will have to resolve yourself and I do not make any guarantees for any surgeon.

My intention is to just forward information that may help others but it is allways ones own decission and responsability.

I have sent you the address and the emails I have shared with the institution and everything else lies in your own hands.

your Antonia xxx

I think it´s a masterpiece of surgical arts.

It looks so beautiful!

SO PERFECT AND ADORABLE!

Indeed, the idea of keeping my balls hidden underneath my skin is something special! To be honest, I didn´t knew that such operations are possible. I´m not narrow-minded but I just didn´t think about this as a practisable operation!

This doctor Meltzer seems to be a genius in his field. Okay, I´ve only seen an operated clit from a friend of a friend in Düsseldorf two months ago. She did it in the Netherlands about three years ago.

And it was a total sex change without keeping her balls. But even her "new" clit didn´t look like a "real" clit. It´s a good work, but not a perfect one ... in my opinion. Of course I didn´t tell her! She´s so happy about it! And I don´t want to offend her. I love her too much!

She´s proud of it and feels great but in my opinion the result isn´t that good than in the pics you sent me.

I feel like a dog in the manger when I see this TS womans´ pics!

*stunning*

So am I right, if Dr. Meltzer performs a surgical removal of the penis, a removal of the scrotum AND a replacement of the testes?

This would be important to know! I´m not that rich and I could only pay up to 7500 Dollars when I get the money from my building savings agreement in july this year.

I know that such surgical operations have their price and I know that they are worthy ... every cent! See, you have been castrated by Dr. Spector, who is very famous in Germany. But you had to travel to Asia for a penectomy. What I need is a doctor with the experience to do it all in one! See, I don´t have the money to travel to the USA and to Asia. Not in one year! And even if I had the money, I couldn´t bear the time between this two happenings.

I want a doctor who has the experience to perform this extreme bodymodification during one day, in one operation... with his experienced staff! I don´t know if its´s possible! It´s risky and a great challenge for every surgeon. At least I want a penectomy and a sew up of the affected scrotal skin.

I could get 5 weeks off from work. This is the maximum!

But hey, I´m worrying too much! I´m looking forward to this day and I know it will be a great day!

It´s great to know that you managed to change your life for your own improvement, physyically and psychological. It´s great to know Sylvia who changed her life. And it´s great to know that there is so much help and informations from the ones who went the hard and difficult way concerning the reactions of their firends, kindship and working comrades.

Sex change isn´t easy. Not in this world! You managed to do so!

My deepest regards!

I don´t want to change my sex, I want to keep my testes, wherever they may be implanted. But I want to get rid off my dick. And that´s a major change, too. I never saw myself as "male", but I feel good as male. Difficult to explain with my bad english! It´s even very hard to explain it in German, which is my mother tongue. There is just one thing that disturbs my inner self. And this has to stop!

Thanks for your help, Kelly!

You´re great!

Umarmung,

Steffen

I wonder what the two women surgeons there look like and what these two ladies are like? Do they perform the castration surgeries under local anesthesia or general anesthesia?

I would want it done under local anesthesia. I would want to be fully awake throughout the operation. I would want to lie there looking up at the beautiful woman surgeon standing over me,

Her eunuch (imported) wrote: Sat Jan 18, 2003 10:14 am with her sleeves rolled up above her elbows,

watching her as she castrates me. I would want to look up into her face and very deep into her eyes, totally worshiping her as Goddess as she cuts my nuts out.

antonia (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 20, 2003 5:34 am Dear Mark,

Sure the address is spreading and I am giving it out to peole asking for it.

Any further information you will have to resolve yourself and I do not make any guarantees for any surgeon.

My intention is to just forward information that may help others but it is allways ones own decission and responsability.

I have sent you the address and the emails I have shared with the institution and everything else lies in your own hands.

your Antonia xxx

Hi Antonia,

I maintain a list of orchiectomy surgeons at:

http://www.geocities.com/sherrylanina/C ... ndWho.html

It presently lists several surgeons from the USA and several more in Thailand, but nobody from anywhere in Europe. I do get E-Mails from Europeans seeking castration and up to now have had to advise them to travel to the USA or Thailand.

Would these European surgeons be willing to have any kind of contact information listed on my page? If they wish to not have their specific location or their names listed, I would understand and respect that. Could I list an E-Mail contact address for the Europeans to use?

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MelekTaus (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 20, 2003 8:28 am See, I don´t have the money to travel to the USA and to

> Asia. Not in one year!

How about http://www.sexchangeasia.com/ ? The surgeons there are cheaper than in the US ($5000 for sexual reassignment surgery; I'm guessing penectomy would be cheaper). For just penectomy, I think you'd only need to be there for a week.

antonia (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 20, 2003 5:26 am Huggles dear Kelly,

Nice to see you are still with us.

Hugs back, Antonia. I have been away since I have been busy with work, but it is nice to come home to the friendly E.A.

antonia (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 20, 2003 5:26 am I got to see your result and even though it was still fresh it looks really cute.

:tongueout

Giggles. Thanks. Perhaps that was in the SRS group. I was surprised to find that my photo was in Suporn's site.

antonia (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 20, 2003 5:26 am your Antonia xxx

wishingIcouldhaveacloserlook;)

I will be in Frankfurt in March, visiting a mutual friend of ours from the SRS group.

Love,

Kelly

MelekTaus (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 20, 2003 8:28 am This doctor Meltzer seems to be a genius in his field.

He is one of the more popular and respected sex-change surgeons in the US.

MelekTaus (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 20, 2003 8:28 am Okay, I´ve only seen an operated clit from a friend of a friend in Düsseldorf two months ago. She did it in the Netherlands about three years ago.

And it was a total sex change without keeping her balls. But even her "new" clit didn´t look like a "real" clit. It´s a good work, but not a perfect one ... in my opinion. Of course I didn´t tell her! She´s so happy about it! And I don´t want to offend her. I love her too much!

She´s proud of it and feels great but in my opinion the result isn´t that good than in the pics you sent me.

Thanks for not telling her. We are proud of our new plumbing. But there is a wide range of what vulvae look like, on both TS and natal women. The group at clitoris.com show how diverse women can be.

MelekTaus (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 20, 2003 8:28 am So am I right, if Dr. Meltzer performs a surgical removal of the penis, a removal of the scrotum AND a replacement of the testes?

It was very unusual for him to leave the testes--they are almost always removed, since few TS women want them.

MelekTaus (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 20, 2003 8:28 am I know that such surgical operations have their price and I know that they are worthy ... every cent! See, you have been castrated by Dr. Spector, who is very famous in Germany. But you had to travel to Asia for a penectomy. What I need is a doctor with the experience to do it all in one! See, I don´t have the money to travel to the USA and to Asia. Not in one year! And even if I had the money, I couldn´t bear the time between this two happenings.

Typically, it is all done at once, although some surgeons prefer to do the labiaplasty six months later. I had castration first because some TS women at least get rid of those things as early as possible, and when they are ready, have the money, and are accepted for surgery, then have the vaginoplasty (the sex reassignment surgery, where the penis is lost, the vagina is formed, and the testes are removed if the woman still has them).

MelekTaus (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 20, 2003 8:28 am I want a doctor who has the experience to perform this extreme bodymodification during one day, in one operation... with his experienced staff! I don´t know if its´s possible! It´s risky and a great challenge for every surgeon. At least I want a penectomy and a sew up of the affected scrotal skin.

Generally, it is done in one surgery. I think that it is possible. Try the Thai clinic from my first post.

MelekTaus (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 20, 2003 8:28 am It´s great to know that you managed to change your life for your own improvement, physyically and psychological. It´s great to know Sylvia who changed her life. And it´s great to know that there is so much help and informations from the ones who went the hard and difficult way concerning the reactions of their firends, kindship and working comrades.

Sex change isn´t easy. Not in this world! You managed to do so!

My deepest regards!

Thank you for the understanding--a complete change of sex and social gender can take years and quite a lot of personal sacrifice. Sylvia very likely had to endure quite a lot to get where she is now, and it is good that you understand that. Warm hugs!

MelekTaus (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 20, 2003 8:28 am I don´t want to change my sex, I want to keep my testes, wherever they may be implanted. But I want to get rid off my dick. And that´s a major change, too. I never saw myself as "male", but I feel good as male. Difficult to explain with my bad english! It´s even very hard to explain it in German, which is my mother tongue. There is just one thing that disturbs my inner self. And this has to stop!

I hope that you succeed in this.

Umarmung,

Steffen

Hugs back!

Love,

Kelly