maybe that is what I did!

You might enjoy trying internal stimulation. I don't know how much internal tissue you lost, but, if you still have a prostate, you could probably get pleasure from stimulating it.

If done right, you might feel as if you had a penis. Just a suggestion from someone who really doesn't know.

Very interesting i havent masturbated in two monthes and i dont care if i ever do it again but thats just me.

and I enjoyed feeling that way. Even now, I'm surprised that I have desire with my testosterone level being low (I don't know the level, but the physician says my body had just about stopped producing it).

I never felt out of control, but, on reflection, I was doing stuff that I probably ought not have been doing--mostly just being in danger of exposure because I masturbated frequently.

Sometimes, I suspect that I will be like the priest who said that he would probably be thinking about sex until fifteen minutes after death.

Blaise (imported) wrote: Mon Nov 25, 2002 3:29 am get off just once this morning, I'd dance for joy. Maybe a nice fantasy about taking away a submissive man or woman's sexual pleasure organs would start the process!

Hey, Old Softee... that's a nice fantasy although there are many more to enjoy. Anything work?

BTW --- I hope you don't mind if I ask --- what size of equipment do you have? I used to be fairly small and my cock was really small when soft -- it then grew to 6¼ inches (and my first wife really loved that). My balls were fairly heavy and would hang low except when I rode my bike or jogged.

Now my package is tiny and I like the smooth feel of "next to nothing" in my underwear. My penis is child size and head-only. It only grows now to 4¾ inches (a strain to achieve, and it doesn't stay that hard for long -- my fantasies or stimulation must really be strong) so I've lost 1½" since estrogen therapy. My balls seem to be getting smaller and are tight up almost all day.

- Jim

re: "A boy's best friend is his mother, if - - -"

Hi, Softee. I am a newly registered member and was intrigued by your post and some of the answers on it. This 'posting' is a new activity for me, so I hope I get it right -- anyway, MY mother did threaten me when I was a little kid that she would cut off my 'pee-pee' the next time she caught mej playing with it. Not just once, either! One time she went so far as to stretch it out and put the butcher-knife blade on it to make me promise that I would never masturbate again, but I couldn't keep the promise.

I would be interested in knowing your story, if you would care to Email me.