black1980 (imported) wrote: Mon Aug 22, 2022 1:11 am Extremely high. I feel it is affecting my decisions as a professional sports coach. When I am awake I think of nothing but food, sex and playing sport. I now swim after playing professional sports for nearly 20 years, but now coach for a team. I cannot make judgements without passion, this needs to change. I need Eunuch calm NOW.

Later, I continued to do taekwondo as a man, although I was always an amateur and avoided participating in competitions .

Since you are a professional coach, you should think about your decision so that it does not become a hindrance in your career...

I did not tell outsiders about my modification.

photoglenn (imported) wrote: Sun Jul 24, 2022 8:27 am Last year my libido ceased to exist, which caused me considerable angst, frustration, and anxiety.

I still have no libido, although I am not axesual as I still crave sex, enjoy sexual images, porn, and fantasies.

This isn't "no libido", it's erectile dysfunction. No libido means you don't have a desire for sex and don't have sexual fantasies and not being able to get an erection wouldn't bother you much.

Very high libido, which goes hand in hand with my hypersexuality. Especially after sports, the higher T value seems to increase the libido almost unbearably.

After my orchiectomy I took testosterone for 4-5 years and had a higher libido than before my surgery. I’m I developed prostate cancer and had to stop taking the testosterone. About two years after I stopped taking testosterone I had a radical prostatectomy. Since then I have no sexual desire or sex drive. I had my orchiectomy thirty years ago. I take low dose estrogen to help protect my bones.

Hi, I give myself a 1/2 cc of Testosterone Cypionate 200mg/ml every two weeks. I have no libido with that dosage, but androgel didnn't do a thing for me. If I up my dosage my libido returns. maybe try shots rather than gel.

Since I have no libido, no sex drive, no erections, but I an extremely high mental sexual edging and frustration, to eliminate this mental anxiety and frustration I have decided to again stop using the Androgel. I did stop once before and started to feel the so-called eunuch calm then, so in search of calmness I shall again just stop using the Androgel.

Last time I stopped I had no withdrawal experiences, so am hopeful that there will be none this time.

Regardless of what others experience, or what web sites indicate, or what medical science says, I believe one should adjust medications to one's own body.

There is of course some negative risks associated with stopping use of Testosterone supplement, but the mental anguish I have been experiencing this year, since restarting use of Androgel, exceeds probable risk of not using testosterone supplement, in my personal life and opinion.

This does not mean that anyone else should use my experience or use of testosterone supplement as a guide to their own body and use.

I have no libido and do not want one. I have a very small thin penis since castration and for practical reasons would like a longer penis, it would make standing urination easier. I love looking at the female body but have no desire to have sex. I like the look of my small lump of flesh between my legs

My libido is an absolute cockroach but that really doesn't bother me, at least in its current form. There's a very low amount of, like, hormonal libido - I never get the daytime no-reason boners and morning wood usually only happens once a week tops (it shouldn't happen AT ALL cause my testosterone is only 14ng/dl from adrenal glands) but my brain never really stopped being horny despite 3 years of estrogen, 2 years of T blockers, and a year as a eunuch (both off AND on estrogen) so I still get horny whenever something trips the Pavlovian response in my brain to say "oooo that's hot" which is, like, multiple times a day considering the kinda people I'm surrounded by online and IRL.

It definitely doesn't hurt that I kinda get off on the idea of myself as a eunuch who tops, so once I get going even a little it's kind of a feedback loop of libido. It's not frustrating though, no testosterone means it's solely my body doing what *I* tell it to, I can turn it off or on like a light, and it's not frustrating or disappointing if it goes nowhere or I don't get off, I don't have a biological need anymore - it's just good clean fun.