Thank you both for the clarification ��

IAmJake23 (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 05, 2021 3:35 am Looking for advice on how to effect penis size and ability to get hard not looking for any feminisation but is acceptable if it leads to decrease in size

Hey @IAmJake23,

You are looking for two outcomes. 1. To become impotent. 2. To decrease your penis size.

Also, you are not looking for feminization but, you'd be willing to live with it.

There are multiple medications that can cause impotence. Either via interruption of blood flow (many high blood pressure medications can cause impotence) or by androgen blocking or elimination.

You don't say why you want this but, if it's to eliminate thoughts that might get you in trouble, many therapists would gladly help you.

IAmJake23 (imported) wrote: Mon Apr 05, 2021 3:35 am Looking for advice on how to effect penis size and ability to get hard not looking for any feminisation but is acceptable if it leads to decrease in size

In 2005, I started off with the exact same objectives - genital reduction, inability to get hard, and minimal feminization. I documented the journey in my prior username HKEUNUCH.

I started with Androcur and Tamoxifen, on and off until 2009, when I stopped due to bad side effects of low testosterone. (While I documented those as well, everyone's mileage is different and therefore I won't dwell in them.)

However, the chemical castration is permanent. For many years, I went without any hormone replacement, and I had no sex drive. I might wish release once every 3 to 4 months. And I learned to reach climax without ever getting hard.

As for the size, I lost more than an inch soft, now the originally circumcised penis hide behind a tight foreskin from the shaft. My testicles shrank more than half (with CT scans as proof.)

I do have some visible feminization, but quite manageable.

While I am very happy with the results, there are numerous health issues as a result. First of all, I developed osteopenia, and my low testosterone caused anemia, fatigue, weight gain and depression. At this time, I am taking testosterone replacement, a minimum dose to keep these health issues at bay. Sex drive does return. Hard-ons are still difficult, and usually, I still ejaculate clear cum from a mostly soft, slightly engorged penis.

In short, the thoughts of getting a shriveled soft penis may result in many other permanent health conditions. Just be prepared for them in considering whether to proceed.

Depression I think, it is not exactly the correct thing that happens with low T. It usually feels like depression as a combination of various factors. It is dopamine deficiency that accompanies low T.

Dopamine deficiency manifests differently person by person. I for example experienced low motivation, bad sleep, felt demotivated, I felt slow, like my movements very very slow. ability to feel joy of simple things was reduced noticeably. I also felt inferior due being incomplete male initially. That feeling of inferiority I was able to change, as being eunuch was my main desire.

https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/320637#causes

IMPOTENT with micro penis !

https://fetlife.com/users/8254075/pictures/110134095

I have done a chemical castration with medications. the drugs are reboxetine (antidepressant) 1 tablet 4 mg, androcur cyproterone acetate (CPA) 12,5 mg and estradiol (E2) 1mg, an estrogen steroid hormone per day.

The result is now a complete impotence. No possibility of erection. No erection after stimulation. A small lifeless piece of meat between my legs. A Orgasmus soft without ejakult is possible.

https://fetlife.com/users/8254075/pictures/109396002

After a illness since two years addition incontinent and diaper dependent.

https://fetlife.com/users/8254075/pictures/109958994

I’m looking for to become impotent as well as shrinkage if possible

As was mentioned before, most hypertension meds will cause a degree of impotence and shrinking. With me shrinkage has been significant and I rarely get an erection that is hard enough or big enough for penetration and standing to urinate is no longer an option. I will note that I still get too many sexual desires. Bovine Ovary capsules are supposed to have a similar effect along with feminization and a reduction of sex drive; anyone care to comment on BO?

i have been castrated for 1 yr (bilateral orchi).

i noticed that even the weeks i skip the HRT, if i masturbate i could get my cock about 50% hard (out of 100% normal hardness i ised to have).

i got introduced to alcohol shots straight into the penis. it is a very dangerous method. some guys ended with penectomy. my last 3 shots of 3mL each i aimed for base of shaft, where penis meets pubic bone. the result, after 2 wks of pain, is a permanently limp cock. it is not shrunk, it is not numb. there is a ring of scared mass that somehow ruined my cocks ability to constrict, to hold an erection. Now, my hardons are like a sponge, unable to penetrate wife. i would say about 5% hardness.