I found puberty disappointing and unsettling. My puberty was slow and uncomfortable with not too manly results. The only things that I got out of puberty was the lifelong love of solo masterbation and the desire, need, wanting and wishing to be smooth down "there." But there was no such thing as the internet when I sort of went through puberty to know that there others who felt the same way as I did and that there were terms such a eunuchs, nullos, transgender......