I remember waking up in the middle of the night and reaching down to scratch my nutz and sac out of habit and not finding them there. Only happened couple times in first few months though.

I roll out of the bed. glance at 'just a pierced, beaded cock, no balls or sack. works well for me. Has been a long time coming. works well as a good look for me. partners approve. Careful what you wish for?

Careful what you wish for?

That is what I thought when, after wanting to be a eunuch for 15 years, I found a tiny lump on one nut! One down, one to go.

For me it was, Wonder what it would be like? To be a guy, without nuts? then it happend, how it did. Took years. Pretty crazy, cant go back. wouldnt want to. When the docs would't do it. Cutting my sack off was the most empowering thing I ever did. To improve myself. Each to their own

keyman419 (imported) wrote: Sat Aug 17, 2019 11:59 am I hope that happens after I'm nullified too. I'm thinking it won't take too long, perhaps less than a year to forget what it was like to have the parts???

Still working with docs and insurance to get things done but at least have a surgery date now

Interesting concept. Of course after nullification I was all male in appearance so was quite aware of the parts I spent so many years trying to rid myself of were no longer there. Must admit that when my body began softening and changing I became less aware of the gone parts. I now do not even remember what they were like and am so much happier this way. I'm still a male to be sure. Ride iron and flesh horses, smoke cigars, and all those sort of things. I don't look at myself as others do. Doubt any of us do.

Seldom think about being ballless. However, I do frequently think about how pleased I am not to have the orbs. I can also say that the base of the cock where the balls were attached is now my most erotically sensitive spot. I luv it when a partner caresses or fondles my empty crotch.

Two years now, feels natural without.

I dreamt of this since I was a child, now it's just natural.

I had emergency amputation of my toes on my left foot due to osteo myletis, an infection in the foot. getting used to the idea. whether to call it Untoed, or De-toe-nation remains to be seen. then I do stupid stuff, like watch Kenny Loggins "Footloose"....

I really like the way my empty sack feels. No discomfort from balls in the way, ever. No "readjusting". No squishing them accidentally, no shock of discomfort. It's great.

It has been 5 months now, and I don't think about them much. There's not a particular plus, there's mostly a big lack of negatives!

After 12 years without balls I don't truly remember what it was like to have balls, or why they were thought of as being important to me. --FLO--