I actually had kidney stones in the early 90s well before the low T issues (as far as I know). Neither was much fun. I'm more interested in whether it can cause kidney damage. My Endocrinologist just cut me back on how much I'm taking, so we'll see if the kidney function changes.

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Wolf-Pup (imported) wrote: Mon Jan 21, 2019 3:06 am I actually had kidney stones in the early 90s well before the low T issues (as far as I know). Neither was much fun. I'm more interested in whether it can cause kidney damage. My Endocrinologist just cut me back on how much I'm taking, so we'll see if the kidney function changes.

Thanks

Hi there Wolf-Pup. I'm a kidney stone kid!! Never has the uros ever attributed it to T levels. Tho in NZ nothing would surprise me. Been on TRT in various forms since sept 2002. I developed a 17mm stone in my right kidney, 12mm in my left around 2015. I had passed some previously. Only some one who has experienced it would know what thats like. I became very unwell before these were discovered. Didnt help that I had 2 prolapsed lumber discs that kinda masked the symptoms. They were lasered out in two procedures. When asked if I could reduce the possibility of reoccurence, the uro said, 'No, you will just keep making them, just like a quarry'. See you next time! He got paid 12k each to do them. I suppose its repeat business, shit though. P.s Same doc that later refused to remove my scrotum, tho fully paid for and approved. Have had the discs fixed now but super paranoid about kidney/ back pain. A scan has shown up a couple of new ones in my kidneys. A time bomb, Keep posting, thanks B

Day 4. Aching in the testicles is much more constant. Pain level seemed to decrease a little after my evening dose. It was honestly getting annoying during the day. Another thing I've really noticed, and I don't know if this has anything to do with the Siterone, but my urine smells different. Libido seems unchanged. I haven't been a big spontaneous erection guy for a few years now, so a lack of spontaneous erections isn't really a good indicator for me. I did masturbate last night for the first time in a few days. No issues there. Just staying patient. I'm a bigger guy(6'2", 240lbs) but I'm not convinced size has much to do with dosage. Just gotta be patient and let the CA do its job.

Morning of day 5. Aching in my left testicle is basically gone, and my right testicle is still constant, but down to a 1 or 2 on the pain scale. Think they might finally be giving in. Just wanted to update everyone with this development.

Can you explain what you are trying to do and what the medication is for in relation to your goal.

So, I've wanted to be castrated since I was about 16(I'm 27 now). It started as an erotic fetish. But it has now grown to a serious interest. As such, I take it very seriously. Therefore, I want to experience chemical castration prior to making any surgical plans.

My goal? Hopefully loss of libido and erectile function. Obviously, those are kind of given. But I want to discover if I can handle that, as well as if I can handle everything that comes with that. Right now, I want so badly to be a eunuch. This trial is to either verify or reject that desire.

Official day 5 update. Nothing much changed, except the ache in my right testicle kinda came back with a vengeance for a few hours. From about 8-10:30 tonight, it was a 4 or even a 5. Finally subsided a bit, but still aching. Left testicle has a slight ache, but compared to the right one, it's nothing. Still no castration effects. Surprised how easy it has been to be patient. I figure it will come when it comes. But will I know that it came when it does come? Or will I not notice?

kitchkinet18 (imported) wrote: Tue Jan 22, 2019 9:30 pm Official day 5 update. Nothing much changed, except the ache in my right testicle kinda came back with a vengeance for a few hours. From about 8-10:30 tonight, it was a 4 or even a 5. Finally subsided a bit, but still aching. Left testicle has a slight ache, but compared to the right one, it's nothing. Still no castration effects. Surprised how easy it has been to be patient. I figure it will come when it comes. But will I know that it came when it does come? Or will I not notice?

It should take a couple of weeks. You'll know when it happens. Loss of libido is great. It totally eliminated my fetishes and sexual fantasies including strong desire for castration. Now I just take life as it comes and that's a great feeling. Eunuch calm has been an amazing improvement on my mental state. After an Androcur trial allowed me to experience this, I've resolved to permanently eliminate testicular function and have been taking Estradiol. I now see testosterone as toxic and never want to be dominated by it again.

Be patient I did not notice anything until the end of two weeks. By then erections disappeared and any ejaculate I could manage was clear and watery. The volume was very low and dropped off after a few more days. Libido almost disappeared after the 2nd week. Good luck!

I'm not sure if it happens the same way chemically as it does surgically but... When I was surgically castrated, when my testosterone left my system it wasn't a sudden jolt, it was more of a slow-roll. I can remember sitting in my living room one evening watching TV, and had a thought that sex is awesome and wonderful. Normally that would lead to me going out and popping off a load, but in that instance, I didn't feel compelled to do anything other than return to watching my TV program.

That's when I noticed it in myself. I have a feeling it may be something similar for you. You'll just realize one day how much joy and pleasure you got out of sex and/or your fetishes, and then not feel compelled to do anything about the thoughts.