Hi there Cloud cat! I was castrated in 2002, after 4 years of post vasectomy orchalgia. It took that long and many 'procedures to effect this. to this day i still remember the euphoria of being pain and testicle free. But with that comes a feeling of loss, physical and psycological, that is quite normal. It is like a hidden difference, a secret. Soon after the nutting, I happily told quite a few of my friends, its not that important to most. We all have our cross to bear. But remember that we belong to an exclusive and supportive club. We are different, its OK to feel what you feel. Its a personal journey. I recently removed my sack. It looks and feels great. Love your self and who you are. Be well!

Welcome here brother eunuch!

Hi and Welcome, I'm a fairly new eunuch, castrated just under a year ago. I had my testicles taken off after they shriveled up as a consequence of mumps orchitis. It has taken me most of that time to adjust to my castration. I tried T replacement until recently but that didn't work for me and I'm now on low dose estrogen. Initially I was all over the place but was fortunate to meet a very helpful and knowledgable partner and have received excellent advice from the EA. My suggestion is that you have to allow yourself time to adapt to your new situation and that their is no shame in being a eunuch, many of us have more varied and exciting sex lives than intact males.