Permanence will need a trip to Dr A (or similar), I suspect.

I don't know that permanence of Androcur is ever guaranteed though in some degree t might happen.

Anyway, I hope it turns out to be what you want.

Good news on 2 fronts. Firstly i am comfortable with saying that erections and orgasms are now past tense. Secondly, i know its early days, but my genitals are too consistently smaller to be purely either coincidence or the onset of a winter that would not frighten a nudist. i think the shrinkage fairy has come to town. Woohoo!! The plan is to augment the shrinkage with a hypnotic shrinkage file and aim for a smooth crotch. i also feel much less driven sexually, and more in touch with both myself and my surroundings. Am still not up to my usual dose (100 mg twice a day commencing next Tuesday) but i am very pleased with progress so far.

Why oh why didn't i do this sooner.

The only down side, i don't know if it is the tablets or dropping testosterone, but while i can still do everything i want to do, i am getting fatigued a little more easily.

Congratulations! It sounds like you’ve got off to a good start.

My libido disappeared pretty quickly, though it then surprised me a few weeks later when I felt in the mood for a wank.

I think that the fatigue is a side effect of low testosterone, and it seems to affect people in different ways. I mostly notice it in the evenings and don’t find it much of a problem.

The most obvious effects of my 3 months on Androcur were a total loss of libido and no desire for any sort of sexual stimulation, including masturbation. It also eliminated my thoughts about eventually being surgically or chemically castrated permanently. I was just different in losing certain desires. Otherwise, I have been the same person, just less anxious. I've always gotten along easily with people, but I think I'm even less reactive to provocation. Overall, a great experience. It will be interesting to see how I'll react to restoration of testosterone. I've experienced first-hand that sex and love are entirely different things. My wife and I have grown closer, partly because I no longer have any distracting sexual reactions to other women. This has been a real revelation.

Now up to what will be my long term dose of 100 mg twice daily. Thoughts of personal sexual stimulation and erections are now long gone. Body hair is now way thinner, even largely non existent (hypnosis has admittedly helped). i do however retain interests in sexually serving others and submission, just not as encompassing. i also retain interest in my goal of demasculinization, but again it is less of a driving force. The thought of feminization remains an acceptable though at this time unwanted consequence. Re the genital shrinkage i thought i have seen, it is possible that it is only my dick at its limpest and smallest restive state rather than actual shrinkage (i may have to wait a while longer for that).

Overall i am much more at peace with myself and much less driven by my desires.

i am enjoying my androcur experience, no unwanted side effects, and am looking forward to my new normal and all it brings.

I guess re the things i retain interest in ... they express who/what i am rather than being of a sexual nature per se.

As i said, not 100% certain that shrinkage has started, but this is my dicks normal state of affairs nowadays. https://imgur.com/a/sg9qT1e

Numbnuts will look better if you end up just getting rid of them and way more comfortable!

Hi

The long term goal is a smooth crotch

I think all the short term effects that were coming are in full swing now. My dick is in a permanently fully limp state and nothing will change that or bring on orgasm. While i remain an occasional passive participant in sexual activity, this activity is not overly important to me and i am not even thinking about it much or considering expanding that activity. i am also far calmer and relaxed and

numbnuts (imported) wrote: Thu Jun 07, 2018 10:23 pm feel much less driven sexually.

my thoughts of sexual submission and other assorted kinky behaviour have also drastically reduced.

i guess it is now just a case of keeping on taking the tablets till the more medium to longer term effects take hold. i am genuinely looking forward to these kicking in.

i guess the biggest surprise in my journey so far is the "eunuch"calm. i really have found peace with a lot of things since it has kicked in.

Anyhoo will keep you all posted ... so far so good ... and the journey continues.