An experience of involuntray castration

[Begoneboy (imported)]

Justin 77: I commend your attitude through all of that. Curious enough this was involuntary while at the same time you had leanings towards the feminine as mentioned. I had mine all removed voluntarily so perhaps the outcome differs. I never did the "T" thing. As it was never my desire to be either M or F. Although I needed something so gave the "E" a shot. At first it was a great feeling. I suspect that not only the subtle changes in body from the "E" there were changes in the mind as well. Observation being the first rule to deductive reasoning, as I look back it seemed I WANTED more of the "E". I'm guessing it became somewhat like an addiction in that I felt the need to increase it continually over time. Make no mistake, I consider myself eunuch/nullo. But due to all of the "E" my body did change over the years. Perhaps my mind as well on many fronts. I am happy with all of my choices. Yes, I present female as is obvious. Society considers me as such. Fortunately society does not see under our clothing. Hang in there and take time to objectively evaluate yourself from time to time. If you like what you see keep it up. While I have no scrotum or penis I also have no vagina which sets me apart from most. Perhaps on many levels that is what makes me the happiest. I am NOT in either category and love it that way. While I have never covered up I've found that most folks have great difficulty in accepting folks that they see as different from the rest. I find that in gay communities the most. So as a result I tend to not be involved in them. I live my life, enjoy others, and have a great sex life as well.Make your choices carefully and don't be in a hurry or expect instant changes to whatever your goal is.

[romuluso (imported)]

Glad that you've accepted castration as the gift that it truly is. I strongly believe that some men are not meant to have testicles. Some of us realize this on our own and others are brought to this life by circumstance. But reading ur post, I can tell that now u know ur in the body u belong in.

[justine77 (imported)]

Hi Begoneboy, thanks for your post; I'll heed your advice. I wasn't planning to rush into anything but hopefully to enjoy things as they go. I have to say my sex life without balls is a lot more interesting than it was before I was cut. I don't know why it is but somehow I find nutless sex is more intense than when I was an intact male. My regular date at the moment is a tgirl, she is very pleased that I've had the empty scrotum removed and loves the new look. She had an orchi (castration) about 4 weeks so it will be interesting the next time things get physical. Your story is fascinating, I'd like to ask you about it if I may. Justine x

[justine77 (imported)]

Hi romuloso, thanks you for your kind words. Although I never thought about it that way you could say it was a gift in that my life is more interesting and varied now. I have certainly accepted my castration and like my new life as a feminine/androgynous eunuch. Justine x

[Begoneboy (imported)]

Hi Begoneboy, thanks for your post; I'll heed your advice. I wasn't planning to rush into anything but hopefully to enjoy things as they go. I have to say my sex life without balls is a lot more interesting than it was before I was cut. I don't know why it is but somehow I find nutless sex is more intense than when I was an intact male. My regular date at the moment is a tgirl, she is very pleased that I've had the empty scrotum removed and loves the new look. She had an orchi (castration) about 4 weeks so it will be interesting the next time things get physical. Your story is fascinating, I'd like to ask you about it if I may. Justine x

Justine77: My life is an open book and I've nothing in it to hide. I don't lie although at times not volunteering information seems prudent in the moment. You just feel free to ask whatever you like. That is afterall what this forum is all about. Sharing experiences in order to help others make better informed choices with their lives.