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Re: Friend reminded me of a story i told as a boy
Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2018 9:33 am
by MikeGrant (imported)
So i have been chatting to this old friend over the past few days. Reminiscing about school days. Guess he is having a late mid life crisis lol! Anyway chatting has triggered some memories for me. I remember a time when i noticed my testicles and scrotum growing. This seems so ridiculous now, but the only thing that came to mind was the comb on a rooster, and baggy wrinkled neck skin on the chickens Yes I know, but I had this great fear I had caught something off a chicken and that was what was happening between my legs. I remember being caught by my mother , standing behind the couch with my shorts and underwear off and staring down at my thrust out crotch sobbing. I remember her dragging me out from behind the couch and me explaining i was turning into a chicken. She assured me i wasnt, squeezed them hard, which i think was the first time i associated pain with them, got me to tuck my balls and penis between my legs and joked i was a little girl. lol, this memory actually puts some things in perspective now.
Re: Friend reminded me of a story i told as a boy
Posted: Sun Jan 14, 2018 4:46 am
by nutless1 (imported)
I fully agree with that assessment of desire for castration, as I had no barriers to getting it done at age 60.
nutless1
cutnbulls2ox (imported) wrote: Sat Jan 13, 2018 4:06 am
Its great to hear you men proud and celebrating your sexual enjoyment of castration and dick cutting.
I had that intense, struck by lightning, immediate turn on to castration of men as a kid in puberty. Before I connected castration with men s balls and my own newly functioning balls, balls didn t even turn me on as a younger kid. Castration didn t either. Herding livestock as a pre puberty kid to be separated into males and females and then males to be castrated and seeing castrations didn t blow my fuses until I hit puberty and experienced the intense powers and pleasures of men s balls in my own body ! Then it hit me like a tidal wave of sexual excitement. I knew I was addicted to this fascination for life with men s castration as a huge turn on ! Not to go and get my nuts cut off for real in my mind at the time. But the intense fantasy and risks of it. As a younger man or teen thinking you need your balls for having kids and sex its all just jack off fantasy and play acting. But as men age and cross off the been there, done that, list for their balls, dicks, and sperm, that intensity gets greater and greater with each barrier that crumbles away in front of you through life. You have less reason to resist your urges and resist castration. Men s balls get more expendable than when they were younger and hadn t used them fully yet. Then comes the added temptation and troubles of getting offers to experience it for real that get tougher and tougher to turn down for real.
I think its a hormonal drive and change in some men to want it more every year and see it as more real and doable and attractive to do with each year. It seems to peak in most men around ages 50 to 70 when it gets carried out for real the most times of any ages. Like men are driven to experience it and finally feed that hunger for it. When men get to the stages in life of being done breeding kids. Commited to a wife past her own interest in sex, and start having health problems, impotence, nut pains, sterilized by choice or injuries, and similar circumstances then these all seem to propel some men into eager castration and dick removals. Men who never expected they d ever do it for real when enjoying the fantasies of it as younger men. Every year the resistance of those younger men barriers slowly disappear and that hunger gets stronger. A life long tug of war for some men.
I still cannot explain that instant lightning strike response some of us men and noys clearly have to these ideas. Amazingly intense first reactions in select boys and men. And no way to explain it !
That aspect is so tough to understand and explain.
Re: Friend reminded me of a story i told as a boy
Posted: Sun Jan 14, 2018 9:49 am
by cutnbulls2ox (imported)
Hey, its good to hear I m not way off base in my ideas of this desire and how a lot of boys and men are like me in their initial sexual turn on to castration or dick loss and that intense first reaction and feeling it growing stronger and from jack off fun into a real desire and urge to do it for real as you age.
Not trying to scare the welcome and appreciated fantasy and jacking off wanna bes who enjoy this site so much, like me, but the desire to do the real thing does get stronger as your own barriers to getting cut fall or go away with age more and more. You find yourself thinking what was crazy and impossible to do at age 18 is getting kinda attractive to consider at age 30. And getting more reasonable to do as more years pass. Your urges and willingness to do it for real keep growing and getting stronger until being cut grows more realistic and your mind shifts gears into seriously thinking about debating if you should do it or not. Slowly your mind shifts gears again into the when and how to get yourself cut modes.
I m betting most men on here who got castrated or dick cut, for real, didn t think they d ever do it when they were young men just fantasizing and jacking off to this wild stuff as just a hot and way too wild fantasy only idea of it. They didn t think they d ever really get cut for real ! But that changed with age. Fantasy became reality over time.
Some men can keep it fantasy only, but some men graduate into seeking it for real. Just warning you youngest males on here to be prepared for it. Do all the fucking you can, just in case you graduate into really doing it some day.
Re: Friend reminded me of a story i told as a boy
Posted: Mon Jan 15, 2018 4:06 am
by nutless1 (imported)
My desire to be castrated goes back to puberty, and I did think for the past 45 years it would not happen. Also my desire was not just a fantasy and/or jack-off event throughout my life, but rather a true dislike of my nuts being a part of my body.
With all barriers removed, and having discovered this site, I decided it was not just possible, but would become reality, so I proceeded without question and delay to become castrated. I am truly pleased I had it done.
cutnbulls2ox (imported) wrote: Sun Jan 14, 2018 9:49 am
Hey, its good to hear I m not way off base in my ideas of this desire and how a lot of boys and men are like me in their initial sexual turn on to castration or dick loss and that intense first reaction and feeling it growing stronger and from jack off fun into a real desire and urge to do it for real as you age.
Not trying to scare the welcome and appreciated fantasy and jacking off wanna bes who enjoy this site so much, like me, but the desire to do the real thing does get stronger as your own barriers to getting cut fall or go away with age more and more. You find yourself thinking what was crazy and impossible to do at age 18 is getting kinda attractive to consider at age 30. And getting more reasonable to do as more years pass. Your urges and willingness to do it for real keep growing and getting stronger until being cut grows more realistic and your mind shifts gears into seriously thinking about debating if you should do it or not. Slowly your mind shifts gears again into the when and how to get yourself cut modes.
I m betting most men on here who got castrated or dick cut, for real, didn t think they d ever do it when they were young men just fantasizing and jacking off to this wild stuff as just a hot and way too wild fantasy only idea of it. They didn t think they d ever really get cut for real ! But that changed with age. Fantasy became reality over time.
Some men can keep it fantasy only, but some men graduate into seeking it for real. Just warning you youngest males on here to be prepared for it. Do all the fucking you can, just in case you graduate into really doing it some day.