Trans girl seriously contemplating DIY castration with rubber bands. Good/bad idea?

[elle_gbt (imported)]

Mtf here that also did the calcium chloride--it was very recently--last thursday, actually. Today is the first day that I'm fully painless. I did 1.6-1.7 mL of 20% (I started with anhyd CaCl2, so this percentage is 25% w/w, wrt the calcium chloride content) per gonad. I shouldve had a higher concentration and higher volume (so I dont have to repeat in a month or two)--I hadnt found this forum until last friday.

I tried cryo when I was 8 or 9, banding 1 year ago, and burdizzo 4ish months ago--I also purchased some catgut awhile ago to suture up if I could will myself to DIY orchie. CaCl2 is 100% by far the most comfortable of all of these. Banding is very hard to leave on, and then as another poster said, gangrene. Burdizzo is also very hard to self, and has a large risk of inefficacy (as in my case). With both of these, blood is a big issue--clotting, hemorrhage, ect. With Calcium chloride, the major risk I found was scrotal necrosis, if you aren't cautious about changing needle tips/release solution inside the scrotum.

All in all, the CaCl2 method is pretty cheap too--under 30-40$ for everything.

CaCl2 Anhyd ACS grade, hypo needles and syringe=ebay, 190 proof food grade ethanol=amazon (live in ohio so no everclear, and distillation is frowned upon)--Id also get Nyquil and Dayquil beforehand--some people here had relatively little pain, mine was pretty unbearable.

On AAs though, Ive heard of Cypro and Bica reducing T count permanently, whereas spiro only sponges T up as it floats around. I think ADC still carries Cypro, idk about bica.

[Frida G Cavic (imported)]

Hello. I´m trans girl too. You don´t need to remove it now, the hormones will be enough to shrink your balls, and specially because you´re young.