Hi Bret,

The best way to remain a man is to keep this a fantasy and keep your testicles healthy. Its that lure of the moth to the flame that drives you and makes you want to prove your masculinity and how much of a man you are by being brutally castrated and seeing if you can take it. But the reality is it would be done and over in a flash and then zero kids, zero sex life without expensive artificial testosterone, and maybe a giant hospital bill for you to pay if anything goes wrong during or after your castration. See a urologist about the pain in your balls or just have tons of sex and jacking off daily and enjoy it to keep your swelled balls endless semen production emptied out all the time. The fantasy can be enjoyed endless times. The reality is way too quick to be worth it. The cutters don't want you to go into life threatening shock or possible heart failure from the intense pain of a double burdizzo castration. So, just keep circling that flame and learn more about all this on here about castration and especially what happens to your body after getting nutted in all the long years of being a gelding permanently. You're young. Hold off and learn more.

As for masturbation, if it hurts, or you've got sores - you're doing it wrong.

As for meeting up with a cutter or such, two words: Jeffrey Dahmer.

I'm on normal T Level with my TRT but much more loweres in libido.

On normal Level all other things will be like ever, only my progesterone and estrogen levels are higher what could be the reason.

but if I'm in a sexual situation all will work like ever.

It is the better way then living without testo because without it you can forget you workouts and muscles...

On TRT your balls will be useless and shrink and you could cut off the senseless things also without problems.

Thanks for the encouraging advice, im going to make a poll and try to see how common it is for guys who where circumcised or had testicular pain as children endup with castration fetishes/impulse s as men and hyper masculinity/hyper sexual. It doesnt make sense from an evolutionary standpoint for a sexual man to have an impulse to be castrated or attracted to pain. Luckly i never ran into a willing cutter or a siguation like that between 15 to 23 years old when i was more immature because i would have gone through with it no questions. How many of you are into cbt? I dont think i can mention it here where i work but i think i can in a message. I work for a webcam side where i do live cbt and other kinks would be fun to chat live there and i am going to be shooting a new video with shotgunvideo where i am going to do a bondage and needle play session, shooting it this tuesday im very excited but kind of dreading it at the same time because its going to be really really heavy. If anyone looks up my clips on there its under my old stage name from about 2 years ago, good clips but less muscle i gained a lot sense than

Thats allways been a huge fear of mine running into a Jeffrey dahmer type person most guys a have met are cool but ive ran into some wierdos looking for compatible doms for cbt

Jojo are you castrated? Or just low t levels?

At time only low T and now ar TRT. It works very fine and I'm much more calm now.

Castration will follow over time!

If you dont mind me asking what draws you to castration? And are you circumcised?

No, I din't like circumcision on me but I have had a vasectomy.

Generally I found the two balls senseless and mostly in the way and also I have a bit a castration fetish.

I think this year is rolling one ball and the other in the next years.

With TRT the balls are useless since a half year for testo production and I think they are more making problems instead beeing good for me, because they are producing E2 now.

Hello

Can someone please explian what TRT is?

Also what are the benifits I take Androcur and Finestride what drugs are needed for TRT?

Many Thanks