The common thread is that ,at least for some of us, castration is a liberating experience .It gives you the chance to draw a line under a previous self and become something very special.I am sure you can build new and satisfying relationships based on the new you.The right of passage of getting rid of your balls is quite cathartic and you should use it to move on.Enjoy your new self

Stephanie

Thank you for sharing your deeply personal and sad life and sexual history. You are blessed to have discovered and castration and the eunuch lifestyle to overcome all that which you struggled for so long, and to acceptance of yourself. I celebrate with you your victory over victimization. I hope and pray you are able to dream wonderful things for the remainder of your life, including love and strong enduring relationships. Many thanks again.

I too have the desire to castrate due to sexual abuse.. Although I'm not gay. My feelings are if I can get my masturbation under control then I wont be like the man who molested me who was obviously not under control. I cant get my masurbation under control so I desire to lose my genitals.