Good luck, Jesus and the crew, trying to get to the essence of this. I suspect that much good can come of it to many troubled folks.

While I cannot claim to be in any way expert, I seem many come to this site with wishes to become eunuch, some TG, and some nullo. The best of fortune to all of you! Life is a wonderful journey. Make the best of it.

I never set out to be castrated, but was. A period of Great Adjustment followed. Then I came to very much like the new state, and actually wish for the removal of the scrotal remnant, now done, so you would not see much sign if any that I ever had nuts. Maybe oddly, now I feel very good about my current state, but I know that it would have been unthinkable before the beginning of the journey. Since castration, I and many others have had wishes for various degrees of nullification, some occasionally and some have arrived at a nullo state and apparently have found contentment.

There are medical dignosis labels for many things in these matters, but I think that there is something about starting this journey -for any reason- that encourages progression from eunuch onwards. I see no labels to describe this process, if indeed it it truly is one....

I kind of feel the same way, I am fine with being a man but I do not like having genitals, it's a vicious cycle of liking girls and really really not liking sex, it is almost like torture. I want to be nullified but I want to go down a road that people can follow, so we can follow a path, just like other people who are not comfortable in their own skin. I am glad other people feel like me, but this needs to be sorted out so others can get help too

I identify as a gay male. I want to be nullified but continue to have sex. I get off with anal sex or prostate stimulation. I can penetrate someone with a strap-on dildo and that creates a great deal of mental stimulation, which, for me, is more satisfying than the «real» thing. As odd as it may seem, I would feel content with being a nullo and continue to have a fulfilling sex life, as opposed to having genitals that don't belong to me (or so I feel). Gay guys don't understand why I don't use my penis for sex. Once it's gone, they would understand.

SuperBald (imported) wrote: Thu Dec 12, 2019 12:41 pm I identify as a gay male. I want to be nullified but continue to have sex. I get off with anal sex or prostate stimulation. I can penetrate someone with a strap-on dildo and that creates a great deal of mental stimulation, which, for me, is more satisfying than the «real» thing. As odd as it may seem, I would feel content with being a nullo and continue to have a fulfilling sex life, as opposed to having genitals that don't belong to me (or so I feel). Gay guys don't understand why I don't use my penis for sex. Once it's gone, they would understand.

Speaking from many MANY travels around the world as nullo I can assure you that most "Gay guys" as you put it, do NOT understand. Sure, here and there one of them might get it but overall that minority does not.

Let s face it, most gay men love cocks and balls. Its a big part of why they are gay. No wonder most don t understand castration or penis removal desires.

cutnbulls2ox (imported) wrote: Wed Dec 18, 2019 2:43 am Let s face it, most gay men love cocks and balls. Its a big part of why they are gay. No wonder most don t understand castration or penis removal desires.

Yeah, you're on the mark with that one. While most may not understand it would be rather nice if they wouldn't treat those they don't understand the way they get treated from the vast majority who doesn't understand their life choices. It would be nice if we all got along and played nice.

Begoneboy (imported) wrote: Wed Dec 18, 2019 8:47 am Yeah, you're on the mark with that one. While most may not understand it would be rather nice if they wouldn't treat those they don't understand the way they get treated from the vast majority who doesn't understand their life choices. It would be nice if we all got along and played nice.

Now that I'm nullo I'm sure I will experience these issues. The few friends I do have are supportive of my decision even if they don't understand the reasons. I find many gays to be rather shallow and cocks and balls are the ONLY thing they care about. There is so much more about people than just genitalia. Since I'm older, I don't really get much attention anyway and I've never wanted to hook-up either.

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keyman419 (imported) wrote: Wed Dec 18, 2019 10:27 am . There is so much more about people than just genitalia. Since I'm older, I don't really get much attention anyway and I've never wanted to hook-up either.

Oh to be your age again my friend. Youth (as in yours) has it's perks but age isn't so bad either. We're only as old as we feel ourselves to be. I seem to stand out in a crowd most of the time and perhaps get more attention than I really desire some moments. But it's never a bad thing. "to hook-up" doesn't necessarily have to be about sex. Although I must say it's a nice thing to enjoy. But to just hook up as in sharing and doing things with others is so rewarding to the inner self.

moogliething, it sounds like you are asexual like many people in here. I am an Ace myself. In addition to being a member of EA I am also a proud member of AVEN. There is lots of overlap between the two forums. Many asexuals desire castration to resolve any conflict they may have with unwanted sexual feelings, and many eunuchs have themselves castrated in order to achieve their desired goal of becoming asexual.

Begoneboy, gays are not as open-minded as you might think. Lots of them have 'tunnel vision' when it comes to understanding people different from them. They can be just as ignorant and prejudiced as anyone else. They get treated badly and then they turn right around and treat others the same way. Sad.